tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34355756780333369092024-03-13T22:24:39.104+08:00Ai LiFe-WorLDzI'll Write What I Want~~~
It My Life~~~
My World~~~Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.comBlogger41125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-7118398303267533862014-10-04T18:58:00.000+08:002014-10-04T18:58:15.317+08:00The one i've fallen to<div style="text-align: justify;">
Kalaulah dia x muncul time tu... pada masa yg tepat...</div>
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Mesti aku da 'jatuh ke dlm gaung kesedihan yg pling dlm' and pehal aku guna ayat gile jiwang ni?</div>
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Tp seriously... betul apa aku ckp.. mungkin aku bagi peluang dekat dia pasal dia muncul pada masa dan tempat yg tepat.. lantakla.. pasal untuk jatuh cinta... ada byak sebb yg leh buat kita jatuh cinta pada seseorang.</div>
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For me, he my savior... someone who make me feel alive again... wash away all my pain... and bring back my smile.. someone that i want hold on to.. someone that make me dare to dream of the future... someone... that i give permission to ruin me.. erk.. i mean.. i dont know...</div>
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With him, i lose control of my heart beat and my mind... And seriously it annoying me.. I never let myself lose to any guy.. I always make sure that i have compete control of myself... so, if the guy leave me.. i still can stand up by myself...</div>
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But with him... for the first time of my life... i lose control of everything.. my heart, my mind, my breath and my everything (teringat lagu my everything).. Seriously.. i was taken away by a person that younger than me... -benam kepala dlm tanah-</div>
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Yeah, mmg aku pernah bercinta byk kali sebelm ni... tp this is first time i completely fell in love with a guy... Someone that manage make me forgot bout my pain and my past... and for the first time i want him just to myself... no sharing sharing... me terajang if ada perempuan nak pikat dia... He mine!</div>
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Seriously... sebelum ni aku x peduli pun if my BF nak msj me ke, nak jumpa ke, pasal aku independent and mostly all my previous BF belajar luar negara... so nak tak nak aku kena independent and selalu x contact... but with this one is different.. aku rasa macam nak menyewa jer sebelah uma dia.... leh masakkan utk dia ^^.. and why think what i wanna do make me like a stalker...</div>
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Urghh!!!! nampaknyer.. kali ini.. aku btl2 da termakan sumpahan sendiri.. xkan jatuh cinta kat mamat muka melayu (jap dia tu muka bangla... hahaha-piaked-) and takkan completely fall in love with anybody,... arghh!!!!!! tak adil!!! benci benci benci!!!!!</div>
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Anyway... aku x tau dia ingt lg ke x... but this one... me screen shot dr blog dia... hahahah</div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My Beloved dream date when he teenager..(2 years ago kot)</td></tr>
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<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-cJqMtGnexjk/VC_SPmIWF0I/AAAAAAAAAZE/v7XNeS8rYC0/s1600/5cda1800f1a5015131e7c27048ed8fdc.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-cJqMtGnexjk/VC_SPmIWF0I/AAAAAAAAAZE/v7XNeS8rYC0/s1600/5cda1800f1a5015131e7c27048ed8fdc.jpg" height="400" width="195" /></a> I think this is very interesting ^^... I wanna do this with him... this is what i thought:</div>
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1. Panjat pokok - my fav.. tp dia reti ke panjat?? hahaha</div>
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2. ermmmm... ajak g Border pun k gak...</div>
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3. Adventure apa yer??? if ikki dgn me... and if we dok dekat2... mmg kena heret la dgn aku</div>
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4. Hahahahaha... da lama x buat.. dulu selalu buat masa kecil2</div>
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5. Buat cerita fiction sesama quite nice... tp gaduh jer kang -.-</div>
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6. Erkk.. Let juz skip this part</div>
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7. Prank?? Rasanyer da selalu buat</div>
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8. Pernah buat dgn kawan ppuan... dgn BF x pernah lg</div>
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9. Ermmm... Leh kot... tp gamble jer la</div>
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10. Kidnap him and go to any city... I prefer Malacca</div>
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11. Erkkkk!!! Tak nak!!!! Masa kecil da selalu buat... too scary my kokoro cant take it...</div>
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Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-5941850383147361152014-05-30T19:46:00.002+08:002014-05-30T19:50:46.279+08:00I fell in Love....but....<div style="text-align: justify;">
Aku jatuh cinta lg... lepas masa yg lm aku ambil untuk pulih (sbnrnyer belum pulih pun lg), aku tersuka kat sorang mamat cosplay ni... ermmm</div>
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Aku jumpa dia ms Animax... sebnrnyer dia yg jmpa aku.. tp aku terlebih excited jumpa kawan dia... jd dia aku buat tak peduli(tiap kali pk pasal ni msti aku nak menjerit jer... aiyok!!! Sorry... gomene). Al maklumla time tu aku fansgirling kat kawan dia ni... hahahaha..... bez kakashi cosplayer kot.... sape x minat... </div>
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Pastu dia add aku kat fb... so buat bodo jer la... biasala add kawn kat fb after any cosplay event... then rs mcm kenl jer watk dlm gmbr dia post kat wall aku tu(tanda perkenaln la)... yorla... wtk dr kamen rider den-o... satu2 nyer cite kamen rider aku suka... pergh!!! terbaik gak... hahahaha</div>
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Then dia pm kat fb tu... malu2 gitu... hahahaha... urmmmmm... uhuk2...</div>
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PM... PM... then wechat...wechat...skyping... bagaila... urmmmm....</div>
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Before aku teruskan cerita... aku... pernah cakap... and dengan berlagaknyer berkata... TAK AKAN... TAK AKAN... jatuh cinta pada lelaki yg bermuka melayu hbs.... hahahaha... mamat ni muka melayu tau... x jambu langsung... erkkkk!!!! janganla dia jumpa blog ni lak... mampos aku.....</div>
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Tapi entah macam mana aku leh TER-SUKA kat dia lak... tak leh blah... aku sedar aku tersuka kat dia pasal... 1 ari dia stop mesej aku... stop contact la... meroyan terus aku... erk!! alamak!!!! rindu la bagai...</div>
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Urmmm... Disebabkan dia ni lembab(bukan nak kutuk yer) dengan blur bagai... so... terpaksalah aku jd agresif padahal aku ni Tsundere(ego bagai)... So... aku ckp la aku suka kat dia... tp indirect la... hhahahaha... ego tetp kena jg... urmmmmm</div>
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Aku mnta dia ckp kat lelaki aku suka, yg aku suka kat lelaki tu... then aku bg link fb dia... then... aku pun xtaula... kitorg ni couple ke x... tp macam tu la... aku ni pasal fobia dgn laki n relationship, xbrani tanya lbh2... pastu lelm makin SAYANG lak kat dia... urghhhh... </div>
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Tapi... da dekat 3 minggu gak kitorg da jarang contact.. pas aku confess tu... masih lg active contact.. skrg...</div>
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Last ms aku ckp aku nak bg origami bintang kat lelaki aku suka... pastu aku bg gmbr origami bintg tu kat wechat dia... urmmmmmm... then dia x contact2 aku da... senyap menyepi xtau nape.. aku lak yg meroyan....</div>
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Aku suka dia, aku da start syg kat dia... dan aku tau aku rindukan dia sesgt... mungkin aku da mula jatuh cnta kat dia... tp dia.... urmmmmm.... aku xletakkan apa2 syarat apabila menyukai dia.. dan aku menyukai dia sebab SUKA... tanpa ada sebb lain... perasaan aku lahir semula... dia mungkin xtau.. betapa hati aku ni da hancur.. da xde apa kat dalam tu... then dia muncul... dan utk kesekian kalinya aku dpt rskan sesuatu dlm hati aku... aku da boleh tersenyum semula......</div>
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Mungkin dia xkan tau.. dia da lahirkan semula hati aku ni dengan izin Allah.</div>
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E LOVE M<!--3--></div>
Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-37924788766064423332012-03-18T14:42:00.002+08:002012-03-18T14:45:30.086+08:00Yui - Life (eng sub)<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;">In the familiar, dirty city</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">We walked with our heads down, </span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">Unable to laugh in the same way</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">People hurry pass</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">"Has your dream come true?"</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I'm still struggling</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">I'd rather try living well now than go back to when</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">I was a kid</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">Cowardice is being born</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">I went out to a place where the sun shine</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">And held out my arms</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">And thought</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">Could I cross the sky? </div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I still can't see any wings to fly with</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">It's because it's not simple</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">That I can go on living</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">Just picking up a wet puppy</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">Made tears overflow</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">In a way that was funny</div></span><span class="b-lyrics-from-signature" style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I want to be loved, I just want to be loved</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I said, </div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">But you can't just long for something</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">When I was a kid there were days</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">When I hurt my mother terribly</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I want to</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">Change everything now</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">I went out to a place where the sun shine and</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">Gripped tightly with my hands</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I can smash that place, that time, </div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">And change my life</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">But there's no way I can tell you</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">Everything that's in my heart</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">It's because it's not simple</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">That I can go on living</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">I go out to a place where the sun shines</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">And open up a map, but</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I know... you know... </div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">You can't help getting lost</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I can change my life</div></span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">All the days that have passed</span></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white; text-align: left;">Have made me who I am now</span></span></div><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">It's because it's not simple that</div></span><span style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">I can go on living</div></span></span><br />
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</span></div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-49611432085367009232012-01-19T00:32:00.000+08:002012-01-19T00:32:08.314+08:00Hope and Faith - Bab 2<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Tak apa ke kami tinggalkan cik muda sekarang?” soal Salmi.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Mak cik… Jangan panggil saya cik muda. Mak cik hantar saya ke sini sebagai keluarga saya. Keluarga tak panggil sesiapa dengan panggilan cik muda. Lagipun, daddy tak ada dekat sini. Panggil je Elli.”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Hah, Salmi… Dengar cakap si Elli ni… Lagipun abang pun dah anggap Elli ni anak abang…” sampuk Johari, suami Salmi.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Ala, bang… Salmi dah terbiasa panggil dia cik muda dekat rumah. Sebab tu selalu tersasul… Abang takpelah, sebab abang driver Elli ni. Bukan Datuk Fauzi dengar pun kalau abang selalu panggil Elli dengan nama je. Tak macam saya, dekat rumah je…”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin hanya tersenyum melihat telatah Salmi dan Johari.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Sebaik sahaja minggu MMS tamat, Elliyin terus berpindah keluar dari asrama. Elliyin ni anti social, jadi dia tak mungkin dapat duduk sebilik dengan 3 lagi kaum hawa yang hanya tahu cakap blakang, tikam belakang, talam 8 bulan dan hipokrit.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Huh, walaupun aku tak suka dekat bini baru bapak aku tu, tapi aku still boleh gunakan dia untuk buatkan aku tak payah, stay dekat hostel tu…. Betullah teori aku selama ni, walaupun tak suka kat sesiapa, tapi kalau boleh gunakan orang tu, gunakan dia sebaik mungkin… Hal peribadi tak boleh campur dengan hal… err… hal apa-apa sajalah….” Bebel Elliyin seorang diri dekat apartmen barunya.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">HARI PERTAMA KELAS…<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-tAcxV5sqNgw/TxbzwgzyBdI/AAAAAAAAAVk/u7OEA48qbiM/s1600/SadAnimeSchoolGirl.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-tAcxV5sqNgw/TxbzwgzyBdI/AAAAAAAAAVk/u7OEA48qbiM/s320/SadAnimeSchoolGirl.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Dengan memakai baju kebaya labuh berwarna hijau, dan cekak rambut berwarna putih kosong, juga tak dilupakan beg galas berwarna biru jenama Timbaland dan yang paling penting, headphone yang setia melekap di telinga, Elliyin melangkah masuk ke dalam kelas. Satu kelas memandang ke </span><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">arah</span><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> </span><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">dia.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Elliyin buat tak nampak dan terus melangkah masuk ke dalam kelas dan duduk di kerusi yang jauh dari mana-mana pelajar perempuan.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Tulah budak bilik aku yang tetiba keluar bilik lepas habis MMS. Aku ingat dia dah berambus balik. Dah lah tak bertegur langsung dengan sesiapa... Sombong tak memasal...”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Elliyin dapat mendengar suara-suara yang berbisik mengumpat pasal dia. Elliyin menghentak meja.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Tak puas hati kat sesiapa, cakap sajalah. Tak payah buat dosa dok mengumpat. Panas kot kelas ni sebab jadi tempat pengumpulan dosa.”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Semua memandang Elliyin dengan muka tak puas hati. Tak lama kemudian, sekumpulan budak lelaki memasuki kelas. Seorang budak perempuan datang menghampiri Elliyin.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Apa kata duduk dengan kamiorang. Sini tempat duduk budak lelaki.”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Elliyin menongkat dagu memandang budak perempuan tu. Kad matrik sementara dia menunjukkan dia bernama Putrie Lea Jasmine.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Aku tak nampak nama sesiapa dekat sini dan aku tak nak duduk dengan korang,” Elliyin terus menaikkan volume iPod dia dan mereka yang dekat dengan dia dapat mendengar lagu ‘Haunted’ dari Evanescence dari headphone Elliyin.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Kemudian pensyarah pula masuk dan Lea duduk di tempat dia semula. Seorang budak lelaki menarik kerusi di sebelahnya. Jantung Elliyin terus berdegup rancak. Bukan sebab dia suka kat lelaki kat sebelah dia, malah Elliyin tak tahu pun siapa duduk sebelah dia. Sebab dia jadi macam tu... Sebab Elliyin takutkan lelaki!!!! Dulupun si Kamarul tu jadi teman lelaki dia sebab Sheila yang menyatukan mereka berdua.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Aku... Aku patut letak beg aku dekat kerusi sebelah aku ni... <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Sebaik saja kelas tamat, Elliyin terus berlari keluar kelas. Sepasang mata di sebalik kaca mata hanya memandang dia. Disebabkan hari ini hanya ada satu kelas sahaja dan Elliyin ada aktiviti kokurikulum petang nanti, Elliyin terus memecut kereta Lamborghini Diablo SV milik arwah abangnya pulang ke rumah. Kereta Lotus 150 miliknya ditinggalkan di rumahnya di Johor.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Wei, Sky! Kau tengok apa tu? Jomlah lepak pergi makan.”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Sky memandang rakannya, Joe yang dah buat muka kelaparan. Hish! Mamat ni memanglah. Dari sekolah menengah lagi kuat makan. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Wei, sekarang baru pukul 10. Bukan tadi sebelum masuk kelas kau dah baham Zinger Tower Burger yang aku tapau untuk kau ke?”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Ala, perut aku lapar baliklah. Jom ar teman aku makan...”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Malas, aku nak balik rumah.”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Sky dan Joe adalah pelajar part 2 semester ni tapi sekarang ni mereka terpaksa mengulang satu subjek sebab ada kes kecemasan yang berlaku semasa paper akhir untuk subjek yang mereka berdua ulang sekarang, dan mereka tak mengambil langsung paper tersebut pada hari itu...<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Ianya disebabkan ayah Joe meninggal dunia pada hari tersebut dan Sky yang menghantar Joe balik ke rumahnya di Perlis pada hari peperiksaan mereka. Nasib baik mereka sudah menjelaskan pada unit peperiksaan, dan ianya tidak beri effect pada CGPA mereka berdua. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Weh!!!!” Joe meletakkan tangannya di atas bahu Sky.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Pehal kau pandang minah headphone tu semacam je?” soal Joe.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Minah headphone ne?”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Saphuan Khairil Yusouff.... Kau jangan buat-buat tak tahu pula ye? Minah headphone yang pakai baju kebaya hijau, yang duduk sebelah kau tadi...”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Sky memandang rakannya yang dikenali sejak di sekolah Alam Shah dulu. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Sibuklah kau Joe. Aku tak pandang dialah. Aku berangan je tadi.”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Yeke? Well, pelik ni. Sky yang terkenal dengan sikap fobia pada perempuan... Duduk di sebelah seorang perempuan. Lepas tu tenung semacam kat perempuan tu. Ada apa-apa ke dude?”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Sky berdehem dan menurunkan lengan kawannya yang berada atas bahunya dan terus berjalan ke motor Kawasaki ER-6F miliknya lalu segera menghidupkan enjin motosikalnya dan terus memecut keluar dari kawasan kampus UiTM Shah Alam.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “E’eleh mamat ni. Nak berahsia pula dengan aku. Okey, tengoklah berapa lama kau nak berahsia dengan aku.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-57781160649930969242012-01-16T22:35:00.001+08:002012-01-16T22:39:18.648+08:00Hope and Faith - Bab 1<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Aku dekat mana ni? <o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Elliyin memandang sekelilingnya. Di depan matanya ada sebuah padang yang luas. Angin petang yang bertiup agak kencang amat menyenangkan hati Elliyin. Dia sangat menggemari angin petang yang begini.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Kelihatan sepasang kanak-kanak sedang bermain layang-layang dengan gembiranya.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Ceh, apa yang gembira sangat tu?” Elliyin mencebik.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Sememangnya dia tak menyukai kanak-kanak. Mereka hanya tahu buat bising, menangis dan ketawa sesuka hati. Sangat melecehkan dan merimaskan. Layang-layang yang kanak-kanak tersebut bermain jatuh di hadapan Elliyin. Elliyin mengambil layang-layang tersebut dan matanya terbeliak.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Di atas layang-layang itu ada tertulis nama ‘Izwan dan Elliyin’. Elliyin tergamam dan segera memandang kedua-dua kanak-kanak tadi yang sudah berada di hadapannya. Elliyin bertambah terkejut melihat wajah kedua-dua kanak-kanak tersebut.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Kak, boleh pulangkan layang-layang kami?” minta budak lelaki tersebut.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Elliyin menyerah layang-layang tersebut kepada mereka berdua. Mereka berdua mengucapkan terima kasih dan tersenyum girang.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Abang, kali ni Elli pula ye terbangkan layang-layang ni?!”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Okey! Bagi naik tinggi ye Elli?”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Elliyin hanya memerhatikan ‘dirinya’ dan ‘diri Izwan’ ketika kecil yang sedang ketawa dengan gembira.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Apa makna semua ni? Aku kat mana sebenarnya ni?”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Bila agaknya abang boleh lihat lagi senyuman Elli yang macam itu.”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Elliyin memandang belah kanannya. Izwan sedang berdiri di situ sambil memandang ke arah diri mereka berdua ketika kecil.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Abang!!!!” Elliyin segera memeluk abangnya.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Izwan membalas pelukan adiknya, tapi kemudian dia menjarakkan pelukan mereka tapi kali ini kedua-dua tangannya memegang wajah adiknya.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ys_fPGdqf2A/TxQ1IvWwEuI/AAAAAAAAAVA/2D1_qvKw5uc/s1600/imagesm.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em; text-align: left;"><img border="0" height="188" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ys_fPGdqf2A/TxQ1IvWwEuI/AAAAAAAAAVA/2D1_qvKw5uc/s400/imagesm.jpg" width="268" /></a><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Abang… bawa Elli bersama abang… Elli tak boleh hidup tanpa abang… Elli tak dapat tahan…”</span></div><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Izwan mengesat air mata adiknya sambil menggelengkan kepalanya.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Abang tak boleh bawa Elli… Tapi abang tak nak Elli jadi macam ni. Elli kena tabah, demi abang… Abang nak Elli teruskan hidup demi masa depan… Abang pernah cakapkan, pasti ada masa depan yang bahagia untuk Elli…”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Abang… Abanglah masa depan Elli! Kebahagian Elli!”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Abang dah tak boleh temani Elli lagi, tapi Elli kena selalu ingat, abang sentiasa sayangkan Elli dan abang tak nak Elli terseksa macam ni. Suatu hari nanti, pasti akan muncul seseorang yang akan bahagiakan Elli dan dia akan jadi masa depan Elli. Orang tu pasti dapat buatkan Elli tersenyum semula seperti masa dulu…”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Tak nak… Elli hanya nak abang… Abang bawalah Elli bersama abang…” Elliyin semakin kuat menangis.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Izwan hanya diam memandang wajah Elli yang sudah sembab sebab banyak menangis. Perlahan-lahan Izwan melepas tangannya dari wajah Elli dan semakin menjauhi Elli.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> “Abang? Abang!!! Jangan tinggalkan Elli seorang diri!!!!”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"> Izwan terus menjauh dan menghilang perlahan-lahan dari pandangan mata Elliyin.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin membuka matanya… Sekarang pandangan matanya tertumpu pada konkrit berwarna putih. Elliyin dapat merasakan air matanya deras mengalir dan tangannya memegang sesuatu yang hangat. Elliyin memandang tangannya yang sedang memegang tangan seseorang. Elliyin pantas memandang wajah tuan tangan yang dipegangnya.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Seorang lelaki yang mempunyai anak mata berwarna biru dan memakai kaca mata sedang memandangnya dan dia macam nak cakap sesuatu. Elliyin cepat-cepat melepaskan genggaman tangannya. Dia menunduk…<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Cik… Tak apa-apa kan?” soal lelaki itu.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin hanya menggelengkan kepala. <o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Well, cik dah boleh keluar dari wad ni sebab cik dah sedar. Nak saya hantarkan cik balik?”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“No, I just take my car…”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Tapi kereta cik masih dekat tepi jalan. Saya bawa cik ke sini dengan kereta saya. Nak saya telefon trak tunda ke?”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“It okey… I just call my driver…”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Lelaki itu menghulurkan telefon bimbitnya.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Just use my phone. I’m think your belonging is still in your car…”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Thanks…”<o:p></o:p></span></div></div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-60509745388961495592012-01-13T22:33:00.001+08:002012-01-17T00:57:43.277+08:00Hope and Faith - Prolog<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center; text-indent: 0px;"><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"><b> </b>Sejak</span><span lang="MS" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;"> </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.5in;">bila aku mula berhenti percaya pada cinta sejati? Sejak bila aku mula membencimereka yang bercinta? Sejak bila aku berhenti berharap pada kebahagian? Sejak bila ini semua bermula?</span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">* * * * * *<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-0J4vFAoC_2E/TxRWjNIB24I/AAAAAAAAAVM/Pdm6xsQgEWc/s1600/60244_120763491312982_100001379944766_120538_1868773_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="276" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-0J4vFAoC_2E/TxRWjNIB24I/AAAAAAAAAVM/Pdm6xsQgEWc/s320/60244_120763491312982_100001379944766_120538_1868773_n.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Sudah seminggu abang meninggal kerana terlibat dalam kemalangan jalan raya akibat dilanggar lari oleh sebuah kereta.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Huh… Makin sunyilah rumah ni…” Elliyin mengeluh lemah…<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Gadis bermata sayu itu memandang ke luar tingkap biliknya. Awan agak mendung menandakan mungkin akan hujan sebentar nanti ataupun hanya mendung semata-mata. Elliyin mencapai kunci keretanya dan segera keluar dari biliknya.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Cik muda Elli nak keluar ke?” soal Salmi, ketua pembantu rumahnya.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Ehm, saya nak pergi ke rumah Kak Emi… Awak tak payahlah sediakan makan malam…”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Baik… Berhati-hati ye cik muda…”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin mencebik lemah… Segala-galanya lemah bagi dia.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Jangan panggil saya cik muda!” Elliyin terus keluar rumah.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Salmi hanya tersenyum hambar. Dia sudah lama berkhidmat di rumah besar ni. Ketika itu Elliyin baru berusia 2 tahun ketika dia berkerja di sini. Elliyin memang tak suka dipanggil ‘cik muda’, begitu juga dengan arwah tuan muda Izwan, abang Elliyin.. tapi dia tak berani memanggil nama majikan dia begitu saja, nanti Datuk Fauzi akan memarahinya kalau dia mendapat tahu.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Berbeza sungguh perangai anak-anak Datuk Fauzi dengan Datuk Fauzi sendiri. Anak-anaknya begitu merendah diri manakala Datuk Fauzi pula begitu meninggi diri. Kesian Elliyin, sudahlah kematian ibu ketika masih kecil, Datuk Fauzi pula sibuk saja dengan kerja dan telah berkahwin dengan wanita lain yang tak pedulikan pun kewujudan anak-anak tirinya. Hanya Izwan sajalah yang menjadi ibu dan bapa kepada Elliyin.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Malah ketika hari pengkebumian Izwan, Datuk Fauzi dan isterinya, Datin Maria hanya balik sekejap kemudian mereka ke luar negara semula.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin memandu keretanya menuju ke rumah Emilina, tunang abangnya. Di dalam fikirannya, tentu Kak Emi sedang bersedih sekarang dan sedang mengurung diri dalam biliknya sebab sudah seminggu dia tak mendengar khabar dari wanita tersebut.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin menapak lemah ke arah lif untuk naik ke apartment Emilina. Dia terpaku sekejap melihat ada sepasang kasut lelaki di luar apartment Emilina. Baru sahaja dia nak mengetuk pintu, dia terdengar suara Emilina.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Huh… Mati pula ‘lombong emas’ aku tu… Malang betul aku, baru nak merasa hidup senang dengan kahwin dengan mamat kaya tu…” dahi Elliyin berkerut mendengar suara Emilina berkata demekian.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Relax ar Baby… Kalau Baby setuju, apa kata Lan pergi pikat adik si Izwan tu. Boleh kaya juga kita berdua lepas ni…”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Bijak juga Lan ni kan? Baby setuju… Tapi macam lambat saja Lan nak kahwin dengan budak tu pasal dia tak habis belajar lagi…”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin tak sanggup mendengar perbualan yang seterusnya. Dia terus berlalu dan memandu kereta dengan laju menuju ke rumah kawan baiknya. Guruh berdentum dengan kuat dan kilat memancar dengan kuatnya ketika ini. Elliyin yang takut dengan bunyi guruh dan kilat menggenggam erat sterring keretanya.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Sebaik sahaja sampai di rumah kawannya, Elliyin mengetuk pintu rumah kawannya bertalu-talu. Pintu dibuka dan Sheila yang memakai jubah mandi terkejut melihat Elliyin di muka pintu rumahnya. Wajah Sheila agak berpeluh dan dia kelihatan agak penat.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Elli…”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Sheila aku…”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Sayang… Siapa tu?”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin segera memandang lelaki yang berdiri di belakang Sheila. Lelaki tersebut hanya bertuala dan badannya juga berpeluh.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Kamarul??!” Elliyin tergamam tak terkata.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Elli?!!!” Kamarul juga terkejut.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-sdfJnaMjXY8/TxRWjcwewXI/AAAAAAAAAVY/q-0L7wAPv6I/s1600/2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="295" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-sdfJnaMjXY8/TxRWjcwewXI/AAAAAAAAAVY/q-0L7wAPv6I/s320/2.jpg" width="295" /></a><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin mengundur ke belakang beberapa langkah. Tangannya sudah menekup mulutnya dan air matanya deras mengalir dengan laju. Kamarul adalah teman lelakinya… Jadi apa dia buat dalam rumah Sheila, kawan baiknya. Elliyin terus berlari masuk ke dalam keretanya dan memecut laju. Dia tak boleh terima semua ni.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Hujan mula turun dengan lebatnya. Elliyin mengberhentikan keretanya di suatu kawasan yang lapang dan dia segera keluar dari kereta. Elliyin menangis dengan teruknya dan air hujan ‘menutupi’ segala air matanya. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Abang!!! Bawa Elli bersama abang!!!” jerit Elliyin.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Tolong… Sesiapa tolong aku sekarang ni… Selamatkan aku… Tolong…<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Sebuah kereta berhenti di belakang kereta Elliyin. Pemandunya keluar dari kereta sambil membawa payung…<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Cik… Cik tak apa-apa ke?”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">Elliyin yang sudah terduduk ketika itu, mendongak memandang wajah lelaki yang sedang memayunginya. Pandangan Elliyin menjadi kabur dan akhirnya Elliyin pengsan.<o:p></o:p></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: .5in;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">“Cik?!!!”<o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">\</span></div></div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I'm standin' on the bridge<br />
I'm waitin' in the dark<br />
I thought that you'd be here by now<br />
There's nothing but the rain<br />
No footsteps on the ground<br />
I'm listening but there's no sound<br />
<br />
Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?<br />
Won't somebody come take me home?<br />
It's a damn cold night<br />
I'm tryin' to figure out this life<br />
Won't you take me by the hand?<br />
Take me somewhere new<br />
I don't know who you are<br />
But I'm, I'm with you<br />
I'm with you<br />
Hmm hmm hmm<br />
<br />
I'm looking for a place<br />
I'm searching for a face<br />
Is anybody here I know?<br />
'Cause nothing's going right<br />
And everything's a mess<br />
And no one likes to be alone<br />
<br />
Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?<br />
Won't somebody come take me home?<br />
It's a damn cold night<br />
I try to figure out this life<br />
Won't you take me by the hand?<br />
Take me somewhere new<br />
I don't know who you are<br />
But I'm, I'm with you<br />
I'm with you<br />
Yea yea<br />
<br />
Oh, why is everything so confusing?<br />
Maybe I'm just out of my mind<br />
Yea eee yeah, yea eee yeah<br />
Yea yee yea, yea eee yeah,yeah<br />
<br />
It's a damn cold night<br />
Tryin' to figure out this life<br />
Won't you take me by the hand?<br />
Take me somewhere new<br />
I don't know who you are<br />
But I'm, I'm with you, yea<br />
I'm with you, yea<br />
<br />
Take me by the hand<br />
Take me somewhere new<br />
I don't know who you are<br />
But I'm, I'm with you, yea<br />
I'm with you, yea<br />
<br />
Take me by the hand<br />
Take me somewhere new<br />
I don't know who you are<br />
But I'm, I'm with you, oh<br />
I'm with you<br />
I'm with you</div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">** well, as penulis, ni prolog citer aku...akan aku smbung later.. so...wait ok... ^.~<br />
<span id="goog_416215261"></span><span id="goog_416215262"></span></div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-76653483483815564852011-11-23T23:22:00.001+08:002012-03-11T15:56:40.775+08:00Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius<div style="text-align: center;">Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius,</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya sangat rindukan awak....</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya nak dengar awak panggil saya sayang,</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya nak tengok senyuman awak...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Darius, saya tau awak tak suka tengok saya nangis,</div><div style="text-align: center;">tapi....</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya rindukan awak sesangat...</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya masih berusaha untuk terima kematian awak</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya janji saya tak akan buat benda bodoh,</div><div style="text-align: center;">jadi biarkan saya menangis kejap...</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya terlampau rindukan awak</div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-35277745946043593652011-06-25T20:48:00.000+08:002011-06-25T20:48:12.635+08:00Outing Ke Jitrasblm blik ke kl (uma along aku), so aku kuar j'jln ke Jitra, kedah....<br />
~uit, dri perlis turun ke kedah..hahahaha...mcm jauh jer kan....siap g negeri lain... 2la kelbhn duduk perlis.. pasal nak gi memn xjauh ne pun... juz 30 mint kalo aku drive constant 100km/jam...mcm setan jer aku bw kete.<br />
~tp lg bez kalo dpt g alor setar, tp aku lemh ckit g sna, xingt jln even da gi b'pulh kali...nak kena de org tunjuk jln....hahahaha..aku memg hampeh...juga buta arah...ish...ish...ish...<br />
~so, smpai2 jer ke jitra, terus g tmpt biasa, Jitra Mall... 2 jer tmpt menarik kat ctu..so trus menuju ke wayang tgk citer pe yg ditaygkan....<br />
~skali aku, shi n ain xdpt decide nak tgk citer per...so, mentg2 xde org sgt pasl ari khamis, dan dan jer kamiorg main one two som kat line beratur 2.... abg jual tiket 2 tgk jer...<br />
~so the winner is ain, so she has to decide which movie we should watch and we be like diz toward her..<br />
p/s : movie yg de ari 2, rasuk, kl gangster n green lantern<br />
shi : pliz not the malay movies - whispering-<br />
me : pliz not the kl gangster movie - whispering - <br />
and ain...<br />
ain : ok, jom tgk citer green lantern<br />
~hahahahaha...sori ain...baik xpayh main one two som mcm 2... lps bli tiket wyg, kmiorg g mkn kat food court dkt ctu... <br />
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<u><b>2 bnda ni aku nyer lunch</b></u> ><br />
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<u><b>ni lak shi nyer lunch</b></u> ><br />
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<b><u>bwh ni ain nyer lunch.....</u></b><br />
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~citer 2 memg bez pasl lain dri yg lain, tp p'mulaan citer da watkan si ain melatah dlm wayang pasal t'kejut dgn mata org jht dlm citer 2 yg tetb t'bka....alahai, ain...ain...<br />
~pkwe dlm citer 2 sengal, but handsome...<br />
~so, lps hbs tgk wayang, kmiorg j'jln keliling Jitra Mall...aku nak bli bju tp xde yg b'kenn, so laz2 aku bli ksut bru jer yg ntah brape inci nyer...but...vern wat sale p'hbsn stok...rugi xbli wooo....<br />
~oh ye, i juz bought new cap.... WoHoooo!!!!<br />
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So...that it from me today....^.~...chu~~~~Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-45888481952767903912011-06-21T00:16:00.000+08:002011-06-21T00:16:57.234+08:00Let Play Some Games ok?<div class="mbl notesBlogText clearfix"><div><strong>RULES:</strong><br />
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<strong>1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.</strong><br />
<strong>2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.</strong><br />
<strong>3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.</strong><br />
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<strong>1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?</strong><br />
Katty Pery-I'm THINKING OF YOU -with puppy face-...with sad face...huhuhuhu...of course i'm not okey!<br />
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<strong>2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?</strong><br />
Let me describe myself...i will HAUNTED you forever....-staring-evanescence<br />
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<strong>3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?</strong><br />
it YOUR CALL...like when we were meet... i was born to tell me i was love u...-playing some guitar- hahaha<br />
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<strong>4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?</strong><br />
i feel like remembering someone who already dead...it MY IMMORTAL from evanescene...T.T<br />
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<strong>5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?</strong><br />
i like diz! let me BREAK YOUR HEART(taio cruiz) >;-)..wahahahahaha<br />
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<strong>6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?</strong><br />
oooooooo...SHAPE OF MY HEART....wait...what is my heart shape? -westlife-<br />
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<strong>7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?</strong><br />
evanescence - MISSING...nobody notice me if i'm gone...huhuhu...-.-<br />
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<strong>8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?</strong><br />
err....FLYING TO THE MOON? jang geun suk? did my parent ever see me flying?o.O<br />
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<strong>9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?</strong><br />
i'm thinking about how cool are the SKA8ER BOYZ!!! wohooo! u guyz rule!<br />
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<strong>10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?</strong><br />
omg!!! I KISSED A GIRL!!! katy perry...is that the real answer?<br />
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<strong>11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?</strong><br />
sorry guyz! this is juz a game...i'm STUCK....hahahaha...from stacie orrico...not really stuck ok?<br />
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<strong>12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?</strong><br />
OPS! I DID IT AGAIN! yup!!! try to be good...but...did the bad thing again..that so me!<br />
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<strong>13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?</strong><br />
ahhhh...yeah..yeah...WHY NOT????i be like that and that...-hillary duff-...<br />
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<strong>14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?</strong><br />
this song come out again...HAUNTED.... is there any song about stalking?<br />
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<strong>15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?</strong><br />
ohhhh~~~~diz time it come out rite...CINTA from kris and melly...so sweeeeet!<br />
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<strong>16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?</strong><br />
hahahahaha...what the heck? my funeral is a BEAUTIFUL DISASTER?-kelly clarkson-<br />
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<strong>17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??</strong><br />
erk!!! nothing is been STOLEN by me...accept....someone heart!!! huh? o.O-jay sean-<br />
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<strong>18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?</strong><br />
WHAT THE HELL!!! is there anything i fear?!!!!-in heart....i so scare of dark-<br />
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<strong>19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?</strong><br />
LIES....did i juz lie to everybody? or to myself? from evenescence<br />
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<strong>20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?</strong><br />
i juz wanna a partey on FRIDAY NIGHT with LILY ALLEN...hahaha...not really.<br />
<strong> </strong><br />
<strong>21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?</strong><br />
u guyz alwayz has FRAGILE HEART...come on! be strong!!!-westlife-<br />
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<strong>22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?</strong><br />
i'll will juz WHISPER it to evanescence....</div></div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-215161211427015612011-06-15T12:04:00.000+08:002011-06-15T12:04:04.051+08:00Hari-hari akhir kelasasyik emo jer...so ari ni biar aku tuls ckit bnda2 yg xemo...<br />
~aku bru siap wat sume report... wohooooo!!!! even xcukp tdo dan mengalami msalah ergonomic iaitu skt pinggang pasal nak dekat separuh hari aku dok ngadap laptop<br />
<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/--pneSjD1GcA/Tfgu5-11UCI/AAAAAAAAAS0/AisgDj-Q8xw/s1600/Snapshot_20110613_5.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/--pneSjD1GcA/Tfgu5-11UCI/AAAAAAAAAS0/AisgDj-Q8xw/s400/Snapshot_20110613_5.jpg" width="400" /></a>~tp xpe, jnji keje aku siap...<br />
~so....sok khamis, lusa jumaat...result nak kuar...<br />
~excited? b'debar? satu apa pun aku xrasa per2...cam hampeh jer<br />
~aku cuma nak tgk result aku, gtau mak aku... 2 jer...aku blajar...utk mak aku jer...bukn utk dri sndri<br />
~kalo utk dri sndri, aku da msuk bidang perfileman...lalalala...<br />
~so...aku da make up ckit2 blog aku... emo+happiness...ntah per2 ntah<br />
~aku de test jap lg, tp aku stduy per pun...mls!<br />
~adui...eca...eca...<br />
~xkisahla, ptg jap lg, pas test aku de presentation...mcm per jer...<br />
~memg aku xpreparekan dri per2 pun<br />
~okey...sampai cni jer la aku nak tulis...ngantuk lak...nak tdo jap...Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-73364042148095747242011-06-11T11:34:00.000+08:002011-06-11T11:34:38.120+08:00Away From Me<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-suuplsbLuDQ/TfLhUvN_KjI/AAAAAAAAARk/kS8PlWnRQog/s1600/sad_and_alone.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-suuplsbLuDQ/TfLhUvN_KjI/AAAAAAAAARk/kS8PlWnRQog/s400/sad_and_alone.jpg" width="357" /></a></div><div style="color: red;"><b>I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll </b></div><div style="color: red;"><b>I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds</b></div>But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to<br />
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved<br />
And I<br />
<br />
<i>[Chorus:]</i><br />
<div style="color: #990000;"><b>I've woken now to find myself</b></div><div style="color: #990000;"><b>In the shadows of all I have created</b></div>I'm longing to be lost in you<br />
(away from this place I have made)<br />
Won't you take me away from me<br />
<br />
Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins<br />
<div style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed</span></div>I can't go on like this<br />
I loathe all I've become<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-KVSS-FQKtIs/TfLgoZ-BocI/AAAAAAAAARU/Y1fM0FFudos/s1600/sad%2Banime%2Blove%2B3.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="337" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-KVSS-FQKtIs/TfLgoZ-BocI/AAAAAAAAARU/Y1fM0FFudos/s400/sad%2Banime%2Blove%2B3.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>[Chorus]</i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i> </i> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lost in a dying world I reach for something more</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: large;">I have grown so weary of this lie I live</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b>I've woken now to find myself</b></div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b>In the shadows of all I have created</b></div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b>I'm longing to be lost in you</b></div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b>I have woken now to find myself</b></div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b>I'm lost in shadows of my own</b></div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b>I'm longing to be lost in you</b></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">Away from me</span>. </span> </div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-49827953967252925742011-06-11T10:23:00.001+08:002011-06-11T18:18:28.596+08:00Bring Me To LifeShe so afraid...<br />
When she looking herself in the mirror, it seem she dont know who that girl...she smile, she have many friend, but why her heart screaming...screaming for something and she juz ignore that feeling.<br />
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She keep continuing her life like nothing happen... she was once left everything behind, and she keep doing that.<br />
She smile...yeah really smile...she spirited everyday...<br />
When she looking herself in the mirror, she said 'go on...forget everything else...forget all sadnez, keep smiling... dont cry...dont love...'.<br />
the truth is she afraid...afraid of loving...<br />
whose know...when she all alone, when nobody looking, she cried to death..<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ZdjYqUTMdNM/TfLQZJQk0kI/AAAAAAAAARE/jtrnuvaio74/s1600/fullEmoBoy.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ZdjYqUTMdNM/TfLQZJQk0kI/AAAAAAAAARE/jtrnuvaio74/s400/fullEmoBoy.jpg" width="267" /></a></div>she want to be old herself...the spirited girl, the happy go lucky one...<br />
yes...<br />
she become the spirited and happy go lucky like the old herself...<br />
but all that FAKE!<br />
She lost her brother, her mom alwayz ignoring her without noticing it...<br />
all her beloved sibling already have their own family<br />
her trusted friendz cannot be trusted<br />
her boyfriend ...<br />
she lonely i guess...<br />
she holding knife... hurting herself<br />
she believe, by doing that, the pain in her heart will gone even for a moment<br />
luckily her arm, hand and finger doesnt have a scar...<br />
but deep in her heart she waiting her prince to come to save her...<br />
bring her back to life<br />
so....Pliz come quickly before inside of me completely dying becoz all of it already rotten...<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ZCfgLyymofw/TfLOGwfC5bI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/G-8BiuJaHd8/s1600/kairi.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ZCfgLyymofw/TfLOGwfC5bI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/G-8BiuJaHd8/s400/kairi.jpg" width="300" /></a></div>How can you see into my eyes like open doors?<br />
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb<br />
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold<br />
Until you find it there and lead it back home<br />
<br />
Wake me up<br />
(Wake me up inside)<br />
I can't wake up<br />
(Wake me up inside)<br />
Save me<br />
(Call my name and save me from the dark)<br />
<br />
Wake me up<br />
(Bid my blood to run)<br />
I can't wake up<br />
(Before I come undone)<br />
Save me<br />
(Save me from the nothing I've become)<br />
<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">Now that I know what I'm without<br />
You can't just leave me<br />
Breathe into me and make me real<br />
Bring me to life<br />
<br />
Wake me up<br />
(Wake me up inside)<br />
I can't wake up<br />
(Wake me up inside)<br />
Save me<br />
(Call my name and save me from the dark)<br />
<br />
Wake me up<br />
(Bid my blood to run)<br />
I can't wake up<br />
(Before I come undone)<br />
Save me<br />
(Save me from the nothing I've become)<br />
<br />
I've been living a lie<br />
There's nothing inside<br />
Bring me to life<br />
<br />
Frozen inside without your touch<br />
Without your love, darling<br />
Only you are the life among the dead<br />
<br />
All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see<br />
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me<br />
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems<br />
Got to open my eyes to everything<br />
<br />
Without thought, without voice, without a soul<br />
Don't let me die here<br />
There must be something more<br />
Bring me to life<br />
<br />
Wake me up<br />
(Wake me up inside)<br />
I can't wake up<br />
(Wake me up inside)<br />
Save me<br />
(Call my name and save me from the dark)<br />
<br />
Wake me up<br />
(Bid my blood to run)<br />
I can't wake up<br />
(Before I come undone)<br />
Save me<br />
(Save me from the nothing I've become)<br />
<br />
I've been living a lie<br />
There's nothing inside<br />
Bring me to life</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-37279107445724427482011-06-10T22:13:00.000+08:002011-06-10T22:13:59.452+08:00Warkah untuk Abang CikAbang cik,<br />
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hari ini adik tgk tarikh 10/6....7 ari lg result adik kuar...hehehehe...debar2 lak.... kalo abg cik de lg, msti kita sma2 debr kan? pasal abg cik msti sama dgn adik amik degree in business skrg ni... pas2, leh kite compare saper paling hebt...mstila adik kan?<br />
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pas2 adik t'nmpk pos kak yana. dia bru kwin 5 hb ri 2...kalo abg cik de lg, msti skrg ni abg cik n kak yana tgh nak smbut anniversary yg pertm kan? abg cik ROMANTIK sesgt...abg cik msti akn nyanyikan lgu utk kak yana...mcm la sore 2 sedp sgt...hahaha...p....tp...abg cik dgn kak yana xde jodoh pasl Allah lbh sygkan abg cik dri kmi sume...tp kan abg cik, suami kak yana 2 x hensem lgsg. abg cik 1000x gnda lg hensem...btl!!! org xtipu...<br />
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abg cik....adik rndu sesgt dkt abg cik...kekdg adik leh jd emo biler t'ingtkan abg cik...adik msh blajr utk terima kenyataan yg abg cik dah x ada...memg sush even da sethun lbh...<br />
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Oh ye.... xlm lg hari lahir abg cik kan? :-)... the 1st of July...tp da xleh wish hepi betday da kan? pasal abg cik da xde dkt dnia ni...tp abg cik msti leh dgr kan tiap per adik ckp? abg cik msti perhatikan adik dan kami sumer dri sna....<br />
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abg cik jgn riso yer...even adik t'sgtla nakl kat perlis ni, tp adik pndai jg dri kat cni... adik akn blajr btl2 kat cni even adik ni memg pemals nak blajr...hehehehe....so.... pliz keep watching over me at there.... and protect me like u alwayz do when we were together...<br />
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So...that it...slmt tinggal abg cik...Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-39828963034966073082011-05-26T22:53:00.000+08:002011-05-26T22:53:57.445+08:00From My 2009's Diary....<div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">Sy Muhammad Aqash Darius... </div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">berjnji hanya akan mencntai seorg gds sj </div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">di sepjg hayat saya ni sehggalah nafas </div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">sy berhnti satu ms nnti...dan gds </div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">t'sbt hanyalah... Siti Aishah Bte Shafiee...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">yg mn merupakan seorg gds</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">biasa yg tiada pe2 keistimwaan,yg </div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"> tiada sebrg kebolehn lengkp serta</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">tiada pars rupa yg cntk & jelita...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">malahan dia hanyalah seorg gds</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">yg t'lalu kebudak2an,tidk matg,</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">mudah naik angin,degl, keras kepala, </div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">nersikp angkuh,ska m'ikut kata ati,</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">cemerkap, pelupa, xromntik, </div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">ditmbh lg dia merupakan gds yg kuat mkn & tido...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">namun w'pun mcm tu....sbnrnya dia adalh seorg</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"> gds yg cukp s'purna & menwn dlm hati saya...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">Aishah saya amat cintakn awk...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">Sy btl2 sgt cintakan awlk....</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">W/pun saya sedr kita xkan dapt b'sm...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">W/pun sy cukp jels dgn hakikt yg sy xkan dpt memiliki awak</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">dan buat awk btl2 rs bhgia,tp sy tetp cntakan awk...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">Utk selama2nya...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">W/pun slps kematian saya...</div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; text-align: center;"></div><div style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><span></span><br />
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</div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-47046308804042307172011-05-26T21:28:00.000+08:002011-05-26T21:28:24.763+08:00IF TOMORROW NEVER COME<div style="color: purple; text-align: center;"><b>Sometimes late at night<br />
I lie awake and watch her sleeping<br />
She's lost in peaceful dreams<br />
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark<br />
And the thought crosses my mind<br />
If I never wake up in the morning<br />
Would she ever doubt the way I feel<br />
About her in my heart<br />
<br />
If tomorrow never comes</b> <b><br />
Will she know how much I loved her<br />
Did I try in every way to show her every day<br />
That she's my only one<br />
And if my time on earth were through<br />
And she must face the world without me<br />
Is the love I gave her in the past<br />
Gonna be enough to last<br />
If tomorrow never comes<br />
<br />
</b><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: red;">'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life</span></span> <span style="font-size: large;"><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Who never knew how much I loved them</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Now I live with the regret</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> That my true feelings for them never were revealed</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> So I made a promise to myself</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> To say each day how much she means to me</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> And avoid that circumstance</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel</span></span><b><br />
<br />
If tomorrow never comes</b> <b><br />
Will she know how much I loved her<br />
Did I try in every way to show her every day<br />
That she's my only one<br />
And if my time on earth were through<br />
And she must face the world without me<br />
Is the love I gave her in the past<br />
Gonna be enough to last<br />
If tomorrow never comes<br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">So tell that someone that you love</span></b> <b style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Just what you're thinking of</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> If tomorrow never comes</span> </b></div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-52142769495361180372011-05-22T11:36:00.000+08:002011-05-22T11:36:49.979+08:00Pencerobohan ke Istana Arau<div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Kuar g makn dgn ain mlm td...bersmaan 21-5-2011....</div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">~lalu depn istana arau mlm td...skali nmpk...JPJ?!!! Argh!!!! Seat belt!</div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">~Tp JPJ 2 mcm bukn nak wat roadblock jer...so...FUF!~~~ Slamat...</div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">~Tapi de sumthing yg cntik kmiorg nmpk...</div><br />
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<div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">~Aiseh...lawanyer...xleh jd ni...so kmiorg b'2 g jln blakang istana..aku memg ska lalu jln ni...pasl menyeramkan n lawa...</div><br />
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<div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">~Ok... 2 picture yg kat ats ni mengarut jer...mlm td, istana arau dibuka utk org biasa..so kmiorg leh msuk ikut pntu dpn....</div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">~Yup!!! memg cntik....</div>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-74872394169601293882011-05-19T09:08:00.001+08:002011-05-19T09:12:02.308+08:00Destini Cintapernah tak t'pk...jodoh kita...or i call it DESTINI CINTA sntiasa 'melntasi' di hadapan kita...tp kita xp'nah prasan kewujudannya?:-)<br />
~sejak aku kcl...aku sntiasa pk-kan perkara ni..lbh2 lg aku memg ska b'imaginasi...<br />
~aku ter'pk...dan masih b'pk...dia yg ditkdirkan utk aku...aku da jmpa dia b'juta kali cuma aku xtau itu dia...<br />
~mgkin ketika aku sedg mkn di satu tmpt, dia pun b'ada di tmpt yg sm...mgkin hanya di blakang aku sja...:-)<br />
~kmi mgkin p'nah pegang bku yg sma, dudk di tmpt yg sma...<br />
~yayayayaya... i know.... i such a day dreaming girl..but what i said is true...so...dont deny it...<br />
~it all happen to u guyz also...the one for u...always there...but u dont realize it... so...enjoy diz so like 'DESTINI CINTA' vid...<br />
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~I MISS MY FIANCEE<br />
~I MISS MY BFF<br />
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~sorry, sometime i do stupid thing<br />
~i have to learn to move on<br />
~and try to appreciate my own life and soul...<br />
~i have to live<br />
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ECA: BOSAN SIOT… NAK WAT PE NI AH? AJAK LUQMAN LEPAK LA…<br />
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DIA PUN CALL LA LUQMAN.<br />
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LUQ: KO NAK PE KELDAI?<br />
ECA: BOSAN R… KO KAT NE? JOM LEPAK SESAMA.<br />
LUQ: AKU TGH LEPAK KAT BAWAH POKOK. KALO KO BRANI,DTGLA. TP P’PUAN2 KAT CNI MENYIBUK BTL LA.<br />
ECA: HA? P’PUAN? SAPA? PEMINAT2 KO YE?<br />
LUQ: NTAH.XKNL… 2 SORANG B’RMBT PJG XRETI NAK IKAT, ASYK MENANGIS JE KAT BAWH POKOK DEPN AKU NI. LEPAS 2 DE LG SORG KAT ATS POKOK AKU LEPK NI, X IKT RMBT GAK, KETW M’ILAI JE DR TD…XSAKT TEKK LAK DIA. KALO KO DTG CNI, BW GULA2 STREPSIL SKALI, KALO P’PUAN ATS POKOK NI SKT TEKK, KO LEH BG GULA2 2.<br />
ECA:….ERR… X…XPELA LUQMAN… AKU LEPAK S’SORG JE.<br />
LUQ: OK… SKA ATI KO LA…<br />
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TALIAN PUN DIMATIKAN…<br />
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ECA:HA!!! AJK ISMADI LEPAK PUN OK GAK NI…<br />
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ECA CALL ISMADI LAK.<br />
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IS: KO NAK PE P’PUAN?<br />
ECA: JOM LEPAK NAK IS? KAT KEDAI MAMAK PUN OK…<br />
IS: AKU LEH LEPAK DGN KO… TP AKU NAK TOPUP RM50.<br />
ECA: XPELA! BYE!<br />
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TERUS ECA PUTSKAN TALIAN.<br />
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ECA: ERM… SAPA LG YE? HAH!!! FIRDI!!! EH? JAP! 2 MIDI KAN 2?<br />
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ECA TERUS B’LARI KE ARAH MIDI.<br />
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ECA:WOI, KUCING COMOT!!!<br />
MIDI:….. KO NAK PE IKAN BONTOT BESAR?<br />
ECA: ……… EH? HI MIRA!!!!(SAMBL MELAMBAIKAN TGN)<br />
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MIDI TERUS B’PALING KE BELAKANG SEBB INGAT MIRA DE KAT BLAKANG DIA. BILA JE MIDI B’PALING TERUS ECA CAMPAK SEBELAH KASUT DIA TEPT2 KE KPALA MIDI DAN CABUT LARI LEPS 2 MENYOROK.<br />
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MIDI: OUCH!!!! IKAN BONTOT BESAR!!!! SIAP KO NNTI KENA DGN AKU!<br />
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MIDI USAP2 KPALA DIA. DALA KENA TIPU LEPAS 2 KNA BALING KST LAK. ISK3x… KESIAN2….<br />
ECA YG TGH MENYOROK DLM PAPN GLONGSOR YG BULT DAN T’TUTP 2 CALL FIRDI.<br />
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ECA: YO FIRDI! WHAZZUP MAN!<br />
FIR:…. KO NAK PE?<br />
ECA: BOSANLA… JOM LEPAK SESM?<br />
FIR: AKU KEJE… BYE!<br />
ECA: FIRDI!!! WOI2!!!! ADUHAI… MAMAT NI PEHAL LA T’LEBH COOL MLM NI….<br />
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LEPAS 2 ECA DIAL NOMBR MIRA. NI ECA BUAT VIDEO CALL.<br />
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MIRA:KO NAK PE HAH PENDEK?<br />
ECA: MIRA, JOM LEPAK SESM NAK?<br />
MIRA: AKU TGH DATING DGN MUHD LA NI!!! HISH!!! PKWE AKU NI DIA BUAT PE LAK KAT DLM TOILET 2. SEMBELIT KE PE?! KANG AKU NGORAT MAMAT2 ENSEM DEPN AKU NI BRU TAU! DR KO LEPK DGN AKU, BAIK KO G LEPK DGN SI SOTONG 2….<br />
ECA: ALA… AKU NAK LEPAK DGN KO LA. MLM NI SUME ORG X AVAILABLE.<br />
MIRA: AKU RS SOTG 2 AVAILABLE… DIA KAN SOTONG YG B’LEGAR2.(MIRA B’CKP SMBL BUAT GAYA SKALI IAITU M'GOYANG2KAN PUNGGUNG DIA)<br />
ECA: MIRA! MUHD KAT BLAKANG KO 2.<br />
MIRA: KO XPYH KLENTONG AKU LA PENDEK… KO DA BYK KALI KENAKAN AKU.<br />
MUHD: BABY? BABY BUAT PE NI?<br />
MIRA: ABANG! HEHEHE…BABY XWAT PE2… DAHAGA LA PLAK… JOM KITA G MINM?(SMBL BUAT GAYA COMEL)<br />
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ECA LAK DA MATIKAN TALIAN.<br />
ECA PERGI JENJLN KEJP. SMPAI DEKAT GELANGGANG BASKETBAL, DIA NMPK SORG MAMT TGH MAIN BASKETBALL. HENSEM SIOT!<br />
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ECA: EH? TU BUKN FARIZ KE? WAH… COOL BTL DIA! FARIZ TGH MINUM AIR TU. KALO AKU SERGAH DIA SAH2 DA TERIMBAH AIR KAT MKA DIA SNDRI KAN?<br />
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ECA DGN NIAT YG JHT P’LHN2 KE ARH FARIZ DAN…<br />
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ECA: FARIZ!<br />
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DGN AUTONYA FARIZ YG TGH NAK MINUM AIR TERSIMBH MUKA ECA. ECA DGN MUKA SEDE LAP MUKA DIA.<br />
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RIZ: ECA? AWK TAK RETI BERI SLM DAH KE?<br />
ECA: AS’KUM… BYE…<br />
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ECA TERUS BLA. TULAH…. BUAT NIAT X BAIK LG… KAN SNDRI DAH KNA.<br />
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RIUS: SYG…. SYG? SYG KAT MN?<br />
ECA:ABANG!!!!!<br />
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ECA TERUS B’LRI DPTKAN DARIUS. DIA T’SNYM MANS. DARIUS KE ARAH ECA DAN DUDUK MELUTUT. DIA KUARKAN SUMTHING DR DALAM KOTAK YG DIA BW.<br />
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RIUS: EH? MN KASUT SYG YG PATH TUMIT TD?<br />
ECA: SYG BG DKT KUCG… HEHEHE…<br />
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DARIUS HNYA T’SNYM DAN SARUNGKAN SANDAL KE KAKI ECA…<br />
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RIUS: DAH. JOM KITA G MKN AISKRM…(DARIUS PEGG TGN ECA)<br />
ECA:JOM!!!(ECA LAK MELEBIH2 SIAP PELUK LENGAN DARIUS)<br />
RIUS: TD S’SORG DE USHA LELAKI LAIN X?<br />
ECA: X… DE?<br />
RIUS: MENIPU LA 2…. SYG2… <br />
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DARIUS HNYA T’SNYM SEBB DA T’LBH FHM PERANGAI ECA. DIORG TGH DATING NI… DARIUS PERGI BLIKAN KAST BRU UTK ECA SEBB TUMIT KASUT ECA PATH. TGH TUNGGU DARIUS TD, SUME LAKI YG DIA KNL DIA USHA… ECA2… BILE LA NAK B’UBH PERANGAI 2…<br />
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ECA: HEHEHE… NNTI2 LA OK? ^.~Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-79864201457105114552011-01-28T12:52:00.000+08:002011-01-28T12:52:25.167+08:00a true love tale<iframe width="425" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/EzmQb6eSX1M?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen=""></iframe><br /><br /><b>A bf gave a challenge to his gf to live a day without him.<br /><br />No communication at all and said if she passed it he'll love her forever. The gf agreed.<br /><br />She did not text or call him the whole day without knowing that her bf has only 24 hours to live because he's suffering from cancer.<br /><br />She excitedly went to her bf house the next day. Tears fall as she saw his bf lying on the coffin with a note on the side.<br /><br />"You did it baby, can you do it everyday? I LOVE YOU"</b><br /><br />I found diz on my late brother fiancee FB.<br />i'm not own it,but...it make me cry...so i juz post it here<br />anyway, diz tale make my heart...feel so much pain...Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-69495412171685059342011-01-24T22:55:00.000+08:002011-01-24T22:55:33.477+08:00Kiss Me Swett<iframe width="425" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/AMOBgrmpeqo?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen=""></iframe>Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-27539048460659516762011-01-23T01:59:00.001+08:002011-01-23T02:01:43.844+08:00Fakir x Ahiru: I Still Believe<iframe width="425" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/mT6R0w--UTs?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen=""></iframe><br />
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Some how I know I will find a way<br />
To a brighter day in the sun<br />
Somewhere I know that he waits for me<br />
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one<br />
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I won't give up on this feeling<br />
And nothing could keep me away<br />
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'Cause I still believe in destiny<br />
That you and I were meant to be<br />
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above<br />
'Cause I still believe<br />
Believe in love<br />
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I know what's real cannot be denied<br />
Although it may hide for a while<br />
With just one touch love can conquer fears<br />
Turning all your tears into smiles<br />
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It's such a wondrous feeling<br />
I know that my heart can't be wrong<br />
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'Cause I still believe in destiny<br />
That you and I were meant to be<br />
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above<br />
'Cause I still believe<br />
Believe in love<br />
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Love can make miracles<br />
Change everything<br />
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing<br />
Love is forever<br />
When you fall<br />
It's the greatest power of all<br />
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Oh I still believe in destiny<br />
That you and I were meant to be<br />
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above<br />
'Cause I still believe<br />
Believe in love<br />
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Yes I still believe<br />
Believe in love<br />
I still believe in love<br />
I still believe<br />
Believe in loveShiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3435575678033336909.post-84286647062106241962011-01-10T23:53:00.000+08:002011-01-10T23:53:50.877+08:00YOU'RE STILL THE ONE By Shania Twain w lyrics<iframe width="425" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/m1VWYxgE3_4?fs=1" frameborder="0"></iframe><br /><br />originally i heard this song from my abang cik's fiancee laz year...<br />~diz is her feeling toward my late brother.<br />~but yet...diz is also my feeling toward Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius...Shiolettahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16284063231743810391noreply@blogger.com0