Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius

Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius,

saya sangat rindukan awak....

saya nak dengar awak panggil saya sayang,

saya nak tengok senyuman awak...

Darius, saya tau awak tak suka tengok saya nangis,

tapi....

saya rindukan awak sesangat...

saya masih berusaha untuk terima kematian awak

saya janji saya tak akan buat benda bodoh,

jadi biarkan saya menangis kejap...

saya terlampau rindukan awak

Outing Ke Jitra

sblm blik ke kl (uma along aku), so aku kuar j'jln ke Jitra, kedah....
~uit, dri perlis turun ke kedah..hahahaha...mcm jauh jer kan....siap g negeri lain... 2la kelbhn duduk perlis.. pasal nak gi memn xjauh ne pun... juz 30 mint kalo aku drive constant 100km/jam...mcm setan jer aku bw kete.
~tp lg bez kalo dpt g alor setar, tp aku lemh ckit g sna, xingt jln even da gi b'pulh kali...nak kena de org tunjuk jln....hahahaha..aku memg hampeh...juga buta arah...ish...ish...ish...
~so, smpai2 jer ke jitra, terus g tmpt biasa, Jitra Mall... 2 jer tmpt menarik kat ctu..so trus menuju ke wayang tgk citer pe yg ditaygkan....
~skali aku, shi n ain xdpt decide nak tgk citer per...so, mentg2 xde org sgt pasl ari khamis, dan dan jer kamiorg main one two som kat line beratur 2.... abg jual tiket 2 tgk jer...
~so the winner is ain, so she has to decide which movie we should watch and we be like diz toward her..
p/s : movie yg de ari 2, rasuk, kl gangster n green lantern
        shi : pliz not the malay movies - whispering-
        me : pliz not the kl gangster movie - whispering -
and ain...
       ain : ok, jom tgk citer green lantern
~hahahahaha...sori ain...baik xpayh main one two som mcm 2... lps bli tiket wyg, kmiorg g mkn kat food court dkt ctu...                                                                                                                                                                                                  

                  ^
2 bnda ni aku nyer lunch >

            ^
ni lak shi nyer lunch >










bwh ni ain nyer lunch.....

~so, pas mkn kmiorg gi tgk green lantern...
~citer 2 memg bez pasl lain dri yg lain, tp p'mulaan citer da watkan si ain melatah dlm wayang pasal t'kejut dgn mata org jht dlm citer 2 yg tetb t'bka....alahai, ain...ain...
~pkwe dlm citer 2 sengal, but handsome...
~so, lps hbs tgk wayang, kmiorg j'jln keliling Jitra Mall...aku nak bli bju tp xde yg b'kenn, so laz2 aku bli ksut bru jer yg ntah brape inci nyer...but...vern wat sale p'hbsn stok...rugi xbli wooo....
~oh ye, i juz bought new cap.... WoHoooo!!!!


So...that it from me today....^.~...chu~~~~

Let Play Some Games ok?

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.


1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Katty Pery-I'm THINKING OF YOU -with puppy face-...with sad face...huhuhuhu...of course i'm not okey!

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Let me describe myself...i will HAUNTED you forever....-staring-evanescence

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
it YOUR CALL...like when we were meet... i was born to tell me i was love u...-playing some guitar- hahaha

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
i feel like remembering someone who already dead...it MY IMMORTAL from evanescene...T.T

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
i like diz! let me BREAK YOUR HEART(taio cruiz) >;-)..wahahahahaha

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
oooooooo...SHAPE OF MY HEART....wait...what is my heart shape? -westlife-

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
evanescence - MISSING...nobody notice me if i'm gone...huhuhu...-.-

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
err....FLYING TO THE MOON? jang geun suk? did my parent ever see me flying?o.O

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
i'm thinking about how cool are the SKA8ER BOYZ!!! wohooo! u guyz rule!

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
omg!!! I KISSED A GIRL!!! katy perry...is that the real answer?

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
sorry guyz! this is juz a game...i'm STUCK....hahahaha...from stacie orrico...not really stuck ok?

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
OPS! I DID IT AGAIN! yup!!! try to be good...but...did the bad thing again..that so me!

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
ahhhh...yeah..yeah...WHY NOT????i be like that and that...-hillary duff-...

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
this song come out again...HAUNTED.... is there any song about stalking?

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
ohhhh~~~~diz time it come out rite...CINTA from kris and melly...so sweeeeet!

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
hahahahaha...what the heck? my funeral is a BEAUTIFUL DISASTER?-kelly clarkson-

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
erk!!! nothing is been STOLEN by me...accept....someone heart!!! huh? o.O-jay sean-

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
WHAT THE HELL!!! is there anything i fear?!!!!-in heart....i so scare of dark-

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
LIES....did i juz lie to everybody? or to myself? from evenescence

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
i juz wanna a partey on FRIDAY NIGHT with LILY ALLEN...hahaha...not really.
   
21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
u guyz alwayz has FRAGILE HEART...come on! be strong!!!-westlife-

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
i'll will juz WHISPER it to evanescence....

Hari-hari akhir kelas

asyik emo jer...so ari ni biar aku tuls ckit bnda2 yg xemo...
~aku bru siap wat sume report... wohooooo!!!! even xcukp tdo dan mengalami msalah ergonomic iaitu skt pinggang pasal nak dekat separuh hari aku dok ngadap laptop
~tp xpe, jnji keje aku siap...
~so....sok khamis, lusa jumaat...result nak kuar...
~excited? b'debar? satu apa pun aku xrasa per2...cam hampeh jer
~aku cuma nak tgk result aku, gtau mak aku... 2 jer...aku blajar...utk mak aku jer...bukn utk dri sndri
~kalo utk dri sndri, aku da msuk bidang perfileman...lalalala...
~so...aku da make up ckit2 blog aku... emo+happiness...ntah per2 ntah
~aku de test jap lg, tp aku stduy per pun...mls!
~adui...eca...eca...
~xkisahla, ptg jap lg, pas test aku de presentation...mcm per jer...
~memg aku xpreparekan dri per2 pun
~okey...sampai cni jer la aku nak tulis...ngantuk lak...nak tdo jap...

Away From Me

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll

I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds

But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

[Chorus:]

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins

I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed

I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become

[Chorus]

  

Lost in a dying world I reach for something more

I have grown so weary of this lie I live

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm longing to be lost in you

I have woken now to find myself

I'm lost in shadows of my own

I'm longing to be lost in you

Away from me.

Bring Me To Life

She so afraid...
When she looking herself in the mirror, it seem she dont know who that girl...she smile, she have many friend, but why her heart screaming...screaming for something and she juz ignore that feeling.

She keep continuing her life like nothing happen... she was once left everything behind, and she keep doing that.
She smile...yeah really smile...she spirited everyday...
When she looking herself in the mirror, she said 'go on...forget everything else...forget all sadnez, keep smiling... dont cry...dont love...'.
the truth is she afraid...afraid of loving...
whose know...when she all alone, when nobody looking, she cried to death..

she want to be old herself...the spirited girl, the happy go lucky one...
yes...
she become the spirited and happy go lucky like the old herself...
but all that FAKE!
She lost her brother, her mom alwayz ignoring her without noticing it...
all her beloved sibling already have their own family
her trusted friendz cannot be trusted
her boyfriend ...
she lonely i guess...
she holding knife... hurting herself
she believe, by doing that, the pain in her heart will gone even for a moment
luckily her arm, hand and finger doesnt have a scar...
but deep in her heart she waiting her prince to come to save her...
bring her back to life
so....Pliz come quickly before inside of me completely dying becoz all of it already rotten...

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything

Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Warkah untuk Abang Cik

Abang cik,

hari ini adik tgk tarikh 10/6....7 ari lg result adik kuar...hehehehe...debar2 lak.... kalo abg cik de lg, msti kita sma2 debr kan? pasal abg cik msti sama dgn adik amik degree in business skrg ni... pas2, leh kite compare saper paling hebt...mstila adik kan?

pas2 adik t'nmpk pos kak yana. dia bru kwin 5 hb ri 2...kalo abg cik de lg, msti skrg ni abg cik n kak yana tgh nak smbut anniversary yg pertm kan? abg cik ROMANTIK sesgt...abg cik msti akn nyanyikan lgu utk kak yana...mcm la sore 2 sedp sgt...hahaha...p....tp...abg cik dgn kak yana xde jodoh pasl Allah lbh sygkan abg cik dri kmi sume...tp kan abg cik, suami kak yana 2 x hensem lgsg. abg cik 1000x gnda lg hensem...btl!!! org xtipu...

abg cik....adik rndu sesgt dkt abg cik...kekdg adik leh jd emo biler t'ingtkan abg cik...adik msh blajr utk terima kenyataan yg abg cik dah x ada...memg sush even da sethun lbh...

Oh ye.... xlm lg hari lahir abg cik kan? :-)... the 1st of July...tp da xleh wish hepi betday da kan? pasal abg cik da xde dkt dnia ni...tp abg cik msti leh dgr kan tiap per adik ckp? abg cik msti perhatikan adik dan kami sumer dri sna....

abg cik jgn riso yer...even adik t'sgtla nakl kat perlis ni, tp adik pndai jg dri kat cni... adik akn blajr btl2 kat cni even adik ni memg pemals nak blajr...hehehehe....so.... pliz keep watching over me at there.... and protect me like u alwayz do when we were together...

So...that it...slmt tinggal abg cik...

From My 2009's Diary....

Sy Muhammad Aqash Darius... 

berjnji hanya akan mencntai seorg gds sj 

di sepjg hayat saya ni sehggalah nafas 

sy berhnti satu ms nnti...dan gds 

t'sbt hanyalah... Siti Aishah Bte Shafiee...

yg mn merupakan seorg gds

biasa yg tiada pe2 keistimwaan,yg 

tiada sebrg kebolehn lengkp serta

tiada pars rupa yg cntk & jelita...

malahan dia hanyalah seorg gds

yg t'lalu kebudak2an,tidk matg,

mudah naik angin,degl, keras kepala,

nersikp angkuh,ska m'ikut kata ati,

cemerkap, pelupa, xromntik, 

ditmbh lg dia merupakan gds yg kuat mkn & tido...

namun w'pun mcm tu....sbnrnya dia adalh seorg

gds yg cukp s'purna & menwn dlm hati saya...

Aishah saya amat cintakn awk...

Sy btl2 sgt cintakan awlk....

W/pun saya sedr kita xkan dapt b'sm...

W/pun sy cukp jels dgn hakikt yg sy xkan dpt memiliki awak

dan buat awk btl2 rs bhgia,tp sy tetp cntakan awk...

Utk selama2nya...

W/pun slps kematian saya...

IF TOMORROW NEVER COME

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Pencerobohan ke Istana Arau

Kuar g makn dgn ain mlm td...bersmaan 21-5-2011....

~lalu depn istana arau mlm td...skali nmpk...JPJ?!!! Argh!!!! Seat belt!

~Tp JPJ 2 mcm bukn nak wat roadblock jer...so...FUF!~~~ Slamat...

~Tapi de sumthing yg cntik kmiorg nmpk...

Arau Palacce become I-City

~Aiseh...lawanyer...xleh jd ni...so kmiorg b'2 g jln blakang istana..aku memg ska lalu jln ni...pasl menyeramkan n lawa...

Ain cuba m'gegarkan pntu pgr yg b'knci supy kmi leh msuk

xkira! kna msuk gak...nak pnjt pgr istana

~Ok... 2 picture yg kat ats ni mengarut jer...mlm td, istana arau dibuka utk org biasa..so kmiorg leh msuk ikut pntu dpn....

~Yup!!! memg cntik....

Destini Cinta

pernah tak t'pk...jodoh kita...or i call it DESTINI CINTA sntiasa 'melntasi' di hadapan kita...tp kita xp'nah prasan kewujudannya?:-)
~sejak aku kcl...aku sntiasa pk-kan perkara ni..lbh2 lg aku memg ska b'imaginasi...
~aku ter'pk...dan masih b'pk...dia yg ditkdirkan utk aku...aku da jmpa dia b'juta kali cuma aku xtau itu dia...
~mgkin ketika aku sedg mkn di satu tmpt, dia pun b'ada di tmpt yg sm...mgkin hanya di blakang aku sja...:-)
~kmi mgkin p'nah pegang bku yg sma, dudk di tmpt yg sma...
~yayayayaya... i know.... i such a day dreaming girl..but what i said is true...so...dont deny it...
~it all happen to u guyz also...the one for u...always there...but u dont realize it... so...enjoy diz so like 'DESTINI CINTA' vid...

Love N Friend

Hilary Duff - Who's that girl [Lyrics]

MISS U SO MUCH

~I MISS MY ABANG CIK...
~I MISS MY FIANCEE
~I MISS MY BFF


~sorry, sometime i do stupid thing
~i have to learn to move on
~and try to appreciate my own life and soul...
~i have to live

MARI MELEPAK

DI SUATU MALAM YG PNUH DGN BNTG, BULAN LAK MENGAMBANG PENUH. DE SORG AWEX YG XRUPA AWEX NI… TGH DOK MELEPAK KAT TMN P’MAINAN. DIA TGH B’BARING ATS PAPN GELONGSOR.

ECA: BOSAN SIOT… NAK WAT PE NI AH? AJAK LUQMAN LEPAK LA…

DIA PUN CALL LA LUQMAN.

LUQ: KO NAK PE KELDAI?
ECA: BOSAN R… KO KAT NE? JOM LEPAK SESAMA.
LUQ: AKU TGH LEPAK KAT BAWAH POKOK. KALO KO BRANI,DTGLA. TP P’PUAN2 KAT CNI MENYIBUK BTL LA.
ECA: HA? P’PUAN? SAPA? PEMINAT2 KO YE?
LUQ: NTAH.XKNL… 2 SORANG B’RMBT PJG XRETI NAK IKAT, ASYK MENANGIS JE KAT BAWH POKOK DEPN AKU NI. LEPAS 2 DE LG SORG KAT ATS POKOK AKU LEPK NI, X IKT RMBT GAK, KETW M’ILAI JE DR TD…XSAKT TEKK LAK DIA. KALO KO DTG CNI, BW GULA2 STREPSIL SKALI, KALO P’PUAN ATS POKOK NI SKT TEKK, KO LEH BG GULA2 2.
ECA:….ERR… X…XPELA LUQMAN… AKU LEPAK S’SORG JE.
LUQ: OK… SKA ATI KO LA…

TALIAN PUN DIMATIKAN…

ECA:HA!!! AJK ISMADI LEPAK PUN OK GAK NI…

ECA CALL ISMADI LAK.

IS: KO NAK PE P’PUAN?
ECA: JOM LEPAK NAK IS? KAT KEDAI MAMAK PUN OK…
IS: AKU LEH LEPAK DGN KO… TP AKU NAK TOPUP RM50.
ECA: XPELA! BYE!

TERUS ECA PUTSKAN TALIAN.

ECA: ERM… SAPA LG YE? HAH!!! FIRDI!!! EH? JAP! 2 MIDI KAN 2?

ECA TERUS B’LARI KE ARAH MIDI.

ECA:WOI, KUCING COMOT!!!
MIDI:….. KO NAK PE IKAN BONTOT BESAR?
ECA: ……… EH? HI MIRA!!!!(SAMBL MELAMBAIKAN TGN)

MIDI TERUS B’PALING KE BELAKANG SEBB INGAT MIRA DE KAT BLAKANG DIA. BILA JE MIDI B’PALING TERUS ECA CAMPAK SEBELAH KASUT DIA TEPT2 KE KPALA MIDI DAN CABUT LARI LEPS 2 MENYOROK.

MIDI: OUCH!!!! IKAN BONTOT BESAR!!!! SIAP KO NNTI KENA DGN AKU!

MIDI USAP2 KPALA DIA. DALA KENA TIPU LEPAS 2 KNA BALING KST LAK. ISK3x… KESIAN2….
ECA YG TGH MENYOROK DLM PAPN GLONGSOR YG BULT DAN T’TUTP 2 CALL FIRDI.

ECA: YO FIRDI! WHAZZUP MAN!
FIR:…. KO NAK PE?
ECA: BOSANLA… JOM LEPAK SESM?
FIR: AKU KEJE… BYE!
ECA: FIRDI!!! WOI2!!!! ADUHAI… MAMAT NI PEHAL LA T’LEBH COOL MLM NI….

LEPAS 2 ECA DIAL NOMBR MIRA. NI ECA BUAT VIDEO CALL.

MIRA:KO NAK PE HAH PENDEK?
ECA: MIRA, JOM LEPAK SESM NAK?
MIRA: AKU TGH DATING DGN MUHD LA NI!!! HISH!!! PKWE AKU NI DIA BUAT PE LAK KAT DLM TOILET 2. SEMBELIT KE PE?! KANG AKU NGORAT MAMAT2 ENSEM DEPN AKU NI BRU TAU! DR KO LEPK DGN AKU, BAIK KO G LEPK DGN SI SOTONG 2….
ECA: ALA… AKU NAK LEPAK DGN KO LA. MLM NI SUME ORG X AVAILABLE.
MIRA: AKU RS SOTG 2 AVAILABLE… DIA KAN SOTONG YG B’LEGAR2.(MIRA B’CKP SMBL BUAT GAYA SKALI IAITU M'GOYANG2KAN PUNGGUNG DIA)
ECA: MIRA! MUHD KAT BLAKANG KO 2.
MIRA: KO XPYH KLENTONG AKU LA PENDEK… KO DA BYK KALI KENAKAN AKU.
MUHD: BABY? BABY BUAT PE NI?
MIRA: ABANG! HEHEHE…BABY XWAT PE2… DAHAGA LA PLAK… JOM KITA G MINM?(SMBL BUAT GAYA COMEL)

ECA LAK DA MATIKAN TALIAN.
ECA PERGI JENJLN KEJP. SMPAI DEKAT GELANGGANG BASKETBAL, DIA NMPK SORG MAMT TGH MAIN BASKETBALL. HENSEM SIOT!

ECA: EH? TU BUKN FARIZ KE? WAH… COOL BTL DIA! FARIZ TGH MINUM AIR TU. KALO AKU SERGAH DIA SAH2 DA TERIMBAH AIR KAT MKA DIA SNDRI KAN?

ECA DGN NIAT YG JHT P’LHN2 KE ARH FARIZ DAN…

ECA: FARIZ!

DGN AUTONYA FARIZ YG TGH NAK MINUM AIR TERSIMBH MUKA ECA. ECA DGN MUKA SEDE LAP MUKA DIA.

RIZ: ECA? AWK TAK RETI BERI SLM DAH KE?
ECA: AS’KUM… BYE…

ECA TERUS BLA. TULAH…. BUAT NIAT X BAIK LG… KAN SNDRI DAH KNA.

RIUS: SYG…. SYG? SYG KAT MN?
ECA:ABANG!!!!!

ECA TERUS B’LRI DPTKAN DARIUS. DIA T’SNYM MANS. DARIUS KE ARAH ECA DAN DUDUK MELUTUT. DIA KUARKAN SUMTHING DR DALAM KOTAK YG DIA BW.

RIUS: EH? MN KASUT SYG YG PATH TUMIT TD?
ECA: SYG BG DKT KUCG… HEHEHE…

DARIUS HNYA T’SNYM DAN SARUNGKAN SANDAL KE KAKI ECA…

RIUS: DAH. JOM KITA G MKN AISKRM…(DARIUS PEGG TGN ECA)
ECA:JOM!!!(ECA LAK MELEBIH2 SIAP PELUK LENGAN DARIUS)
RIUS: TD S’SORG DE USHA LELAKI LAIN X?
ECA: X… DE?
RIUS: MENIPU LA 2…. SYG2…

DARIUS HNYA T’SNYM SEBB DA T’LBH FHM PERANGAI ECA. DIORG TGH DATING NI… DARIUS PERGI BLIKAN KAST BRU UTK ECA SEBB TUMIT KASUT ECA PATH. TGH TUNGGU DARIUS TD, SUME LAKI YG DIA KNL DIA USHA… ECA2… BILE LA NAK B’UBH PERANGAI 2…

ECA: HEHEHE… NNTI2 LA OK? ^.~

a true love tale

A bf gave a challenge to his gf to live a day without him.

No communication at all and said if she passed it he'll love her forever. The gf agreed.

She did not text or call him the whole day without knowing that her bf has only 24 hours to live because he's suffering from cancer.

She excitedly went to her bf house the next day. Tears fall as she saw his bf lying on the coffin with a note on the side.

"You did it baby, can you do it everyday? I LOVE YOU"

I found diz on my late brother fiancee FB.
i'm not own it,but...it make me cry...so i juz post it here
anyway, diz tale make my heart...feel so much pain...

Kiss Me Swett

Fakir x Ahiru: I Still Believe

Some how I know I will find a way
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I won't give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away

'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe
Believe in love

I know what's real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for a while
With just one touch love can conquer fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong

'Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe
Believe in love

Love can make miracles
Change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever
When you fall
It's the greatest power of all

Oh I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
'Cause I still believe
Believe in love

Yes I still believe
Believe in love
I still believe in love
I still believe
Believe in love

YOU'RE STILL THE ONE By Shania Twain w lyrics

originally i heard this song from my abang cik's fiancee laz year...
~diz is her feeling toward my late brother.
~but yet...diz is also my feeling toward Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius...

going out tonite

i'm about to tapow sum food...then my cousin Man or his full name Muhammad Akmal send me a message asked me if we can have dinner together.but i said i already tapow food.then he asked me out.
~later he called me and asked me out again.so i juz say yes...
~i rush to my room and get selendang to wear. i cannot let him know that i dont wear tudung outside the campus.that suicide!
~a few minutes later, he arrive and take me to his friend shop.he need to get sumthing for his customer.then he take me to the Kangar and let me enjoy the view eventhough there is nothing to see there.Kangar is more like Jengka and Temerloh town when the sunset.
~after give me a tour at Kangar, he brought me to the Supermarket.he need to buy sumthing...so i juz but some stuff for me. guess what, 5 packet of maggie,nestle honey cornflake,a bundle of milk box(6 boxes) and a potato chip big packet juz cost me RM19.30. so cheap and then i check the expired date... the expired date still have long way to go.
~after that, he juz drive me around Arau places and go to the Taman Sri Wang.he said that places quite alive since the UiTM students live there.
~he then take me to the Cafe and treat me sum cucumber juice(my favourite) and special burger.actually i want to order hot dog becoz it more easier for me to eat.but, i mistakely order special burger and give me a hard time to eat in front of him.
~juz imagine that i'm eating like a kid...so messy....so embarrassing.
~becoz i drink sumthing so cold at nite, i got diz 'chill' and my body juz got shaken.
~maybe he realize or not.but then in the car he lower the aircond temperature.so i dont get to cold...
~but thanx to him i'm quite enjoy my life tonite.
~but...tomorrow i still have to go out with him...T.T
~i wanna go out with darius...all the time i'm with man, i juz keep thinking of darius and wish he the one beside me...take me on tour and then eat supper with me.
~Damn...i juz so scared and wimp!

Korean Drama Romance

Promise - Be (From "Romance" OST)
translation by: gyool

*Loving you, I love you
Dont forget that for even a moment
Because I only loved one person which is you
Loving you Loving you
Dont worry a bit
Even if a bigger saddness finds you
I'll be the person to protect you

I lived a life that was weary and tiring
That was me before I met you
I have nothing but regret but its not the end
I will wake you up from your sleep and stand
Even if I lose everything Im not afraid
Because I have you who will always be with me

repeat *

It may be a little too fast right now
But believe and trust me..
Because I wont crumble down right now
Even if we meet a more difficult obstacle we wont stop
Because I have you who will always wait for me

repeat *

Loving you Loving you
I will live for you
So that I wont regret the life that I built for us
Loving you..

Bing Bing Bing [eng subs] - Ft. Island (Cross and Change Album)

i miss you

SLIPPED AWAY

Na na

Na na na na na

I miss you

Miss you so bad

I don't forget you

Oh it's so sad.

I hope you can hear me

I remember it clearly.

[Chorus]

The day you slipped away.....

Was the day i found

It, won't be the same

Oh

Na na

Na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you

Goodbye on the hand

I wish that I could see you again

I know that I can't ooooooooooooh

I hope you can hear me

Cause I remember it clearly

[Chorus]

The day you slipped away...

Was the day i found

It, won't be the same

Oh

I've had my wake up

Won't you wake up

I keep asking why.

And I can't take it

It wasn't fake it

It happened you passed by

Now you're gone

Now you're gone

There you go

There you go

Somewhere I can't bring you back

Now you're gone

Now you're gone

There you go

There you go

Somewhere you're not coming back

[Chorus]X2

Na na

Na na na na na

I miss you...

As Ever/still- Lee Hong Ki lyrics (ENG SUB)

rs mcm nak terjun sg je skrg ni...kalo la aku pndai compose lgu sndri...