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Saturday, June 11, 2011

Bring Me To Life

She so afraid...
When she looking herself in the mirror, it seem she dont know who that girl...she smile, she have many friend, but why her heart screaming...screaming for something and she juz ignore that feeling.


She keep continuing her life like nothing happen... she was once left everything behind, and she keep doing that.
She smile...yeah really smile...she spirited everyday...
When she looking herself in the mirror, she said 'go on...forget everything else...forget all sadnez, keep smiling... dont cry...dont love...'.
the truth is she afraid...afraid of loving...
whose know...when she all alone, when nobody looking, she cried to death..
she want to be old herself...the spirited girl, the happy go lucky one...
yes...
she become the spirited and happy go lucky like the old herself...
but all that FAKE!
She lost her brother, her mom alwayz ignoring her without noticing it...
all her beloved sibling already have their own family
her trusted friendz cannot be trusted
her boyfriend ...
she lonely i guess...
she holding knife... hurting herself
she believe, by doing that, the pain in her heart will gone even for a moment
luckily her arm, hand and finger doesnt have a scar...
but deep in her heart she waiting her prince to come to save her...
bring her back to life
so....Pliz come quickly before inside of me completely dying becoz all of it already rotten...

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)


Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything

Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life


Friday, June 10, 2011

Warkah untuk Abang Cik

Abang cik,

hari ini adik tgk tarikh 10/6....7 ari lg result adik kuar...hehehehe...debar2 lak.... kalo abg cik de lg, msti kita sma2 debr kan? pasal abg cik msti sama dgn adik amik degree in business skrg ni... pas2, leh kite compare saper paling hebt...mstila adik kan?

pas2 adik t'nmpk pos kak yana. dia bru kwin 5 hb ri 2...kalo abg cik de lg, msti skrg ni abg cik n kak yana tgh nak smbut anniversary yg pertm kan? abg cik ROMANTIK sesgt...abg cik msti akn nyanyikan lgu utk kak yana...mcm la sore 2 sedp sgt...hahaha...p....tp...abg cik dgn kak yana xde jodoh pasl Allah lbh sygkan abg cik dri kmi sume...tp kan abg cik, suami kak yana 2 x hensem lgsg. abg cik 1000x gnda lg hensem...btl!!! org xtipu...

abg cik....adik rndu sesgt dkt abg cik...kekdg adik leh jd emo biler t'ingtkan abg cik...adik msh blajr utk terima kenyataan yg abg cik dah x ada...memg sush even da sethun lbh...

Oh ye.... xlm lg hari lahir abg cik kan? :-)... the 1st of July...tp da xleh wish hepi betday da kan? pasal abg cik da xde dkt dnia ni...tp abg cik msti leh dgr kan tiap per adik ckp? abg cik msti perhatikan adik dan kami sumer dri sna....

abg cik jgn riso yer...even adik t'sgtla nakl kat perlis ni, tp adik pndai jg dri kat cni... adik akn blajr btl2 kat cni even adik ni memg pemals nak blajr...hehehehe....so.... pliz keep watching over me at there.... and protect me like u alwayz do when we were together...

So...that it...slmt tinggal abg cik...

Thursday, May 26, 2011

From My 2009's Diary....

Sy Muhammad Aqash Darius... 
berjnji hanya akan mencntai seorg gds sj 
di sepjg hayat saya ni sehggalah nafas 
sy berhnti satu ms nnti...dan gds 
t'sbt hanyalah... Siti Aishah Bte Shafiee...
yg mn merupakan seorg gds
biasa yg tiada pe2 keistimwaan,yg 
tiada sebrg kebolehn lengkp serta
tiada pars rupa yg cntk & jelita...
malahan dia hanyalah seorg gds
yg t'lalu kebudak2an,tidk matg,
mudah naik angin,degl, keras kepala,
nersikp angkuh,ska m'ikut kata ati,
cemerkap, pelupa, xromntik, 
ditmbh lg dia merupakan gds yg kuat mkn & tido...
namun w'pun mcm tu....sbnrnya dia adalh seorg
gds yg cukp s'purna & menwn dlm hati saya...
Aishah saya amat cintakn awk...
Sy btl2 sgt cintakan awlk....
W/pun saya sedr kita xkan dapt b'sm...
W/pun sy cukp jels dgn hakikt yg sy xkan dpt memiliki awak
dan buat awk btl2 rs bhgia,tp sy tetp cntakan awk...
Utk selama2nya...
W/pun slps kematian saya...




IF TOMORROW NEVER COME

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel


If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love

Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Pencerobohan ke Istana Arau

Kuar g makn dgn ain mlm td...bersmaan 21-5-2011....
~lalu depn istana arau mlm td...skali nmpk...JPJ?!!! Argh!!!! Seat belt!
~Tp JPJ 2 mcm bukn nak wat roadblock jer...so...FUF!~~~ Slamat...
~Tapi de sumthing yg cntik kmiorg nmpk...

Arau Palacce become I-City





~Aiseh...lawanyer...xleh jd ni...so kmiorg b'2 g jln blakang istana..aku memg ska lalu jln ni...pasl menyeramkan n lawa...

Ain cuba m'gegarkan pntu pgr yg b'knci supy kmi leh msuk











xkira! kna msuk gak...nak pnjt pgr istana














~Ok... 2 picture yg kat ats ni mengarut jer...mlm td, istana arau dibuka utk org biasa..so kmiorg leh msuk ikut pntu dpn....
~Yup!!! memg cntik....