Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius

Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius,

saya sangat rindukan awak....

saya nak dengar awak panggil saya sayang,

saya nak tengok senyuman awak...

Darius, saya tau awak tak suka tengok saya nangis,

tapi....

saya rindukan awak sesangat...

saya masih berusaha untuk terima kematian awak

saya janji saya tak akan buat benda bodoh,

jadi biarkan saya menangis kejap...

saya terlampau rindukan awak

Outing Ke Jitra

sblm blik ke kl (uma along aku), so aku kuar j'jln ke Jitra, kedah....
~uit, dri perlis turun ke kedah..hahahaha...mcm jauh jer kan....siap g negeri lain... 2la kelbhn duduk perlis.. pasal nak gi memn xjauh ne pun... juz 30 mint kalo aku drive constant 100km/jam...mcm setan jer aku bw kete.
~tp lg bez kalo dpt g alor setar, tp aku lemh ckit g sna, xingt jln even da gi b'pulh kali...nak kena de org tunjuk jln....hahahaha..aku memg hampeh...juga buta arah...ish...ish...ish...
~so, smpai2 jer ke jitra, terus g tmpt biasa, Jitra Mall... 2 jer tmpt menarik kat ctu..so trus menuju ke wayang tgk citer pe yg ditaygkan....
~skali aku, shi n ain xdpt decide nak tgk citer per...so, mentg2 xde org sgt pasl ari khamis, dan dan jer kamiorg main one two som kat line beratur 2.... abg jual tiket 2 tgk jer...
~so the winner is ain, so she has to decide which movie we should watch and we be like diz toward her..
p/s : movie yg de ari 2, rasuk, kl gangster n green lantern
        shi : pliz not the malay movies - whispering-
        me : pliz not the kl gangster movie - whispering -
and ain...
       ain : ok, jom tgk citer green lantern
~hahahahaha...sori ain...baik xpayh main one two som mcm 2... lps bli tiket wyg, kmiorg g mkn kat food court dkt ctu...                                                                                                                                                                                                  

                  ^
2 bnda ni aku nyer lunch >

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ni lak shi nyer lunch >










bwh ni ain nyer lunch.....

~so, pas mkn kmiorg gi tgk green lantern...
~citer 2 memg bez pasl lain dri yg lain, tp p'mulaan citer da watkan si ain melatah dlm wayang pasal t'kejut dgn mata org jht dlm citer 2 yg tetb t'bka....alahai, ain...ain...
~pkwe dlm citer 2 sengal, but handsome...
~so, lps hbs tgk wayang, kmiorg j'jln keliling Jitra Mall...aku nak bli bju tp xde yg b'kenn, so laz2 aku bli ksut bru jer yg ntah brape inci nyer...but...vern wat sale p'hbsn stok...rugi xbli wooo....
~oh ye, i juz bought new cap.... WoHoooo!!!!


So...that it from me today....^.~...chu~~~~

Let Play Some Games ok?

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.


1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Katty Pery-I'm THINKING OF YOU -with puppy face-...with sad face...huhuhuhu...of course i'm not okey!

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Let me describe myself...i will HAUNTED you forever....-staring-evanescence

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
it YOUR CALL...like when we were meet... i was born to tell me i was love u...-playing some guitar- hahaha

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
i feel like remembering someone who already dead...it MY IMMORTAL from evanescene...T.T

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
i like diz! let me BREAK YOUR HEART(taio cruiz) >;-)..wahahahahaha

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
oooooooo...SHAPE OF MY HEART....wait...what is my heart shape? -westlife-

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
evanescence - MISSING...nobody notice me if i'm gone...huhuhu...-.-

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
err....FLYING TO THE MOON? jang geun suk? did my parent ever see me flying?o.O

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
i'm thinking about how cool are the SKA8ER BOYZ!!! wohooo! u guyz rule!

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
omg!!! I KISSED A GIRL!!! katy perry...is that the real answer?

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
sorry guyz! this is juz a game...i'm STUCK....hahahaha...from stacie orrico...not really stuck ok?

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
OPS! I DID IT AGAIN! yup!!! try to be good...but...did the bad thing again..that so me!

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
ahhhh...yeah..yeah...WHY NOT????i be like that and that...-hillary duff-...

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
this song come out again...HAUNTED.... is there any song about stalking?

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
ohhhh~~~~diz time it come out rite...CINTA from kris and melly...so sweeeeet!

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
hahahahaha...what the heck? my funeral is a BEAUTIFUL DISASTER?-kelly clarkson-

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
erk!!! nothing is been STOLEN by me...accept....someone heart!!! huh? o.O-jay sean-

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
WHAT THE HELL!!! is there anything i fear?!!!!-in heart....i so scare of dark-

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
LIES....did i juz lie to everybody? or to myself? from evenescence

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
i juz wanna a partey on FRIDAY NIGHT with LILY ALLEN...hahaha...not really.
   
21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
u guyz alwayz has FRAGILE HEART...come on! be strong!!!-westlife-

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
i'll will juz WHISPER it to evanescence....

Hari-hari akhir kelas

asyik emo jer...so ari ni biar aku tuls ckit bnda2 yg xemo...
~aku bru siap wat sume report... wohooooo!!!! even xcukp tdo dan mengalami msalah ergonomic iaitu skt pinggang pasal nak dekat separuh hari aku dok ngadap laptop
~tp xpe, jnji keje aku siap...
~so....sok khamis, lusa jumaat...result nak kuar...
~excited? b'debar? satu apa pun aku xrasa per2...cam hampeh jer
~aku cuma nak tgk result aku, gtau mak aku... 2 jer...aku blajar...utk mak aku jer...bukn utk dri sndri
~kalo utk dri sndri, aku da msuk bidang perfileman...lalalala...
~so...aku da make up ckit2 blog aku... emo+happiness...ntah per2 ntah
~aku de test jap lg, tp aku stduy per pun...mls!
~adui...eca...eca...
~xkisahla, ptg jap lg, pas test aku de presentation...mcm per jer...
~memg aku xpreparekan dri per2 pun
~okey...sampai cni jer la aku nak tulis...ngantuk lak...nak tdo jap...

Away From Me

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll

I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds

But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

[Chorus:]

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins

I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed

I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become

[Chorus]

  

Lost in a dying world I reach for something more

I have grown so weary of this lie I live

I've woken now to find myself

In the shadows of all I have created

I'm longing to be lost in you

I have woken now to find myself

I'm lost in shadows of my own

I'm longing to be lost in you

Away from me.