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Muhammad Hakimullah Aqash Darius



- Yes, I'm still loving you... -

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

high school memory



apa aku nak tulis erk? err... kish cnta ku nak x? erm...

okey... time ni aku dah high skol... high skol kat m'sia ni form 4 n 5 la dan aku rs lg cool pggl high skol so aku pgglla high skol. ok, back to the story... ms mula2 masuk smk seberang temerloh tu, aku xrs pe2 pun pasal aku pernah skolh kat situ masa form 2. so ni kira jmpa blik la budak2 skol 2. nsb baikla budak yg p'nah mainkan aku ats nm kawan 2 da x skolah kat situ...
so bru2 masuk biasa r p'diam ngalahkan p'puan mlayu t'awal. tp aku memg da tekad, aku msuk situ xkan jd dri aku. psal apa? dri aku yg sebenr ni memg hmpeh, ska cri gdh.lgpun aku juz jd dri aku dpn mira je.
dalm sebuln 2 aku dok kat situ, aku jth cnta kat sorg budk sport ni.nm dia... erm... aku pggl dia 'plstik giant' jerla. pasal dia tu plastik semcm... plstik mksud aku kat cni ialah, hipokrit.
mcm mn aku leh jth cnta kat dia? siapa suruh dia g snyum n pndg aku dgn pndgn mt yg lmbut tu. smpai skrg aku ingt lg kenangan tu. mn leh lpa babe...
so bermulalah kish aku yg nak mengort dia. tp skali dia t'jth cnta kat mira... smpai skrg mamt tu still cntakan mira...
xpyh ckpla brapa kali aku kna reject dgn mamat tu dan brapa kali dlm ms 2 tahun tu aku nak b'puts asa dr skakan dia. tp laz2 aku tetp xleh lpakan dia dan trus menerus cntakan dia.... hahahahaha...
xkiralah mcm mn aku 'skt' pun, aku tetp skakan dia. yg xleh blah, aku sanggup dtg skolh awal2 pasal nak 2ggu dia dtg dan dgn hrapn dia tgur aku dan b'bual dgn aku...
well... laz2 aku xdpt gak dia. tp at least aku da xcntakan dia skrg ni dan yg lbh pntg aku dgn dia jd kawn dan sm2 jd plastik... aku plstk smph, dia lak plstk giant pasal dia ckp dia nak high class pnyer plastk...
hampeh pnyer member...

~mgkn ada yg anggp aku xtau malu pasal p'gi ngort dak laki or memalukan dri sndri je sebb da kna reject pun still nak kat laki tu. aku xpduli pe pndgn korg sume kat aku pasal sebb aku xmenyesal wat sume 2... sebb aku b'usaha nak dptkan pe aku nak even aku xdpt. tp yg pntg aku xgive up dan b'usaha!
~PLUS.. korg2 yg ckp de bnda xsggp nak buat sebb memalukan, lepas 2 ada x korg t'pk... 'alahai, nyeslnyer xwat...'... jgn ckp xde, kalo x korg memg plastik smph thp rendh hbs r...
~jgn ckp aku lain sebb aku brani dan bla3x... bosn da aku dgr... aku xbrani dan x kuat. aku mcm korg sume, takut dan x kuat... tp aku xkan benrkan dri aku jd lemh dan penakut sebb alsan remeh temeh... aku b'usaha jd kuat dan berani!!!
~jd korg sume pun sbnrnyer leh jd kuat dan brani sebb bnda ni korg kna wat, ianya xwujd scara s/jd dlm dri korg...

ROSSA – BICARA PADA BINTANG



Tika waktu berlalu…
Rentang hatiku mengayat
Wajah kasih yang dulu
Hadir dalam tidur…
Malam ku mimpi
Pertemuan tak terjamah
Sinar dihujung sana…
Menerangimu…

c/o Pernah kau berkata
Bila ku merindu
Bicara saja,
Bintang kan mendengar
Maka kau… kan merasakan nya…

Aku tahu diri…
Semua takkan mungkin
Biarkan saja
Semua jadi kenangan
Yang mungkin takkan terlupa,
Sampai ku menua,
Biar saja…………..

Hujan dihujung bulan,
Biar jadi saksi hati,
Betapa pun mencinta
Ini… takkan mungkin…

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

all i have to give

I don't know what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car,
to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart-I don't know
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart.

Chorus:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you...but
Love is all I have to give

When you talk-does it seem like he's not
even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please...I'm on my knees
praying for the day that you'll be mine!!

Chorus

Bridge
To you...Hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more-inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside...I Love You

Bass Break
And I will give it to you
All I can give, All I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give

Drum break & Chorus 3x and out

Monday, April 12, 2010

i hope - ft island

A day passed and a month passed
but I did not hear from you.
My tears fall and my heart burns.
This is not it, it's only temporary.
This is not gonna be it, this is not gonna be it.
This is not gonna be it. Don't try to cheer me up.
The empty space you left only gets bigger.

I see you again and you, you are my love.
I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.
You are my match made in heaven.
You took the wrong path, that's all.
Even if I am born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you.
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.

You said you love me
and where did you leave abandoning me?
My two hands that you held and our promise
how could you leave throwing me away and breaking it?

This must be a dream, this must be a dream.
This must be a dream, don't fool me.
I hate how I'm left alone.

I see you again and you, you are my love.
I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.
You are my match made in heaven.
You took the wrong path, that's all.
Even if I am born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you.
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.

I thought all of this was a nightmare.
Ah~ I just want to wake up from this dream.

When I open my eyes tomorrow
I hope everything is nothing but a dream oh
I hope everything is nothing more than a realistic dream.
I hope for you.
I still want you.

Even when I look back again, you, you're my love
Even if I look (at you) thousands of times, I'm, I'm your love
Approved by the heavens, you're my love
We've been separated for a while, that's all

Even when I see other girls, I only want you
Even if I love another, I only want you
You will come back, you will to come back
because without me, there is no you.

(YES LET'S GO) Every night, I pray, not for my happiness but for misfortune
For your sake, not for me, so I can't love another
You are the only one for me,
You are my heart's one desire.
I'm not going to change. Even if I'm born again, I only want you.

Even if I'm born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

AFTER LOVE - ft island

I thought you were my love
And I thought you were my all
And the one who'd become my last love, I believed that was you

I laughed for only you
And I lived for only you
And that that would be happiness, I believed your love, but

All of it's a lie, it's all lies
Your love is all a lie
Because it's made me hurt this much, because it's made me sad,
You know it's a love that's leaving after making me cry

That I'm the one you love, that you're protecting me
Your love is all a lie
Taking all of my heart, and taking my love
You know the thing that's leaving is love

Receiving love from one person
And giving love to one person
That this person would be you, I believed like a fool, but

All of it's a lie, it's all lies
Your love is all a lie
Because it's made me hurt this much, because it's made me sad,
You know it's a love that's leaving after making me cry

That I'm the one you love, that you're protecting me
Your love is all a lie
Taking all of my heart, and taking my love
You know the thing that's leaving is love

The word "love" is a lie
The words that say you love are a lie
The word "forever" is a lie
Leaving me with nothing but a promise to return

Where are you going (you keep getting further away)Where are you going
Even if you go further and further away
I love only you

Because you might come back, because you might come to me,
You know I can't love again
Even if you hurt me this much, even if you make me sad,
You know I'm waiting for only you

All of it's a lie, it's all lies
Our separation is all a lie
Because you're my love, because you're my all
You know I'm waiting for only you

video

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

my big bro



diz is my big bro...

~when i was born he sing 'isabella' song 4 me becoz when i was baby, everybody call me isabella...
~well, we live in the countryside since my mom want 2 take care my late grandma.
~so i live there with my mom,grandma, and my other 2 brother but since my third bro is bz with his school, so i always play with my big bro(in the pict)
~he always bullying me...-.- but he the only fren i have that time becoz... our house rally far from other people... so i dont really have a fren...
~even we always fighting... but he always protect me n never let me be alone.
~our house always blackout since it the countryside place, when my mom n my grandma praying, he always have beside me coz i'm very afraid of the dark
~i still remember that when i'm playing with him and his fren, i was once crying becoz somebody caught him... well the game we're playing is called 'police n thieve'... huhuhu... i thought his fren wanna hurt him so i cried so loud...
~well, when my mom scold me n i crying, he will buy me an ice cream... :-)
~the memory that i will never forget is... he always carrying me with his bicycle... i love that feeling when i was on his bicycle.:-). i really miss those memory
~well... he always call me skunk, kambing(goat) becoz i dont like taking the morning bath when i was young... hihihihi... even i'm a big girl now, she still keep calling me that.
~when we want 2 cross a street especially big street, he always hold my hand... i feel safe that way.
~well, when he goes 2 boarding school, i feel so sad n always ask my mom when he will come back. i feel alone n unsecured... well i'm not that independent on those day n i'm 8 years old.becoz of that i become so boyish juz 2 protect myself.
~oh yeah!!! he love to steal my food from my plate!:-(...but then he will return back to me but sometime he will really eat it.T.T
~then he told me that he has a girlfren... i become so jealous thinking that he will never love me again... he my big bro n i dont want to share him with other girl!
~but the i realize that someday he will get married n so do i but our bond will never gonna change. he always love me as his cute youngest sister :-)...
~so... as long as he still love me, it OK if he wanna have GF or get married.

RAYA HAJI 2009
~he come back from Klang for public holiday. he arrive so late, i think around 1-2 a.m.
~but when he arrive, he dont wake me from the sleep 2 open the door. he sleep in the car until my dad go to subuh pray at surau.
~usually when i wake up so late, he alway disrupting my sleep. but i get the peaceful sleep on that day.
~he dont bullying me as usual... but he still buy a box of ice cream as usual since ice cream is his favourite food... or dessert

4th DECEMBER
~my other big bro push me to call him.. but since i'm dont have credit so i dont call him plus he will come back tomorrow on 5th December. so i can spend some time with him...
~that was what i'm thinking... AND i REGRET bout it

BUT ON 5th DECEMBER... the day that i wont forget...
~he come back... as usual... late in the midnight...
~but diz time... he will never call me skunk again... or bullying me...
~he come back but he leave me forever...
~AND until NOW i'm live in the regret... i wish i call him that nite... i wish to hear his voice again...
~i would treat anything in diz world juz to hear he call me SKUNK again...
~juz to accept the fate that i will never seen his smile again, to hear his stupid joke or to be bullied by his again... it so hard to accept this reality...

=my fren said that the time will never heal diz broken heart... but i still have to stay alive no matter what.
=he also said that i should not forget anything bout my big bro... i should draw back each memory that i have with him with the smile...
~so that why i write bout my memory with him in diz blog... so that everybody know i have such a lovely and jerk brother...^_^

Monday, April 5, 2010

Mari Bermain Galah Panjang

DI SUATU PETANG YANG MEMBOSANKAN… KAT SATU SUDUT SISI DUNIA(TEPI GELANGGANG BOLA KRANJG JE), DE 1 GROUP DAK LELAKI DENGAN SORANG AWEX YANG SETAN PUNYER CUTE DAN JUGA SORANG…ERM…TAK PASTI LAK JANTINA DIA, TP DLM IC JANTINA DIA PEREMPUAN, TP LUARAN…

IS : HUH… WARGH!!!! BOSANNYER!!! LEH MATI KEBOSANAN AKU MCM NI!!! TIDAK!!! AKU XLEH MATI LG!!! AKU LELAKI KACAK YG LG ENSEM, XLEH MATI AWAL!!! WOI!!! KORANG DE PE2 IDEA X BG NAK M’HILANGKAN KEBOSANAN AKU?

MIDI: PERGI MATILAH…

LUQ:PE2 JER LA…

IS:HUHUHUHU… MIRA…MIRA SAYANG, AWAK DE CARA X NAK BG SAYA XBOSAN?

MELIHAT ISMADI YG TETIBA M’GEDIK DKT MIRA, LUQMAN TERUS MEMANDANG SLACK KAT ISMADI. NIAT KAT HATI NAK PELANGKUNG ISMADI, TAPI…

MIDI: I’M WATCHING U…

LUQ: PSIKO!!!!

MIDI SEBENARNYER SYAK LUQMAN DE PE2 HUBUNGAN DGN MIRA, JD DIA SLALU P’HATIKAN LUQMAN SEBB MIRA KAN DA DE PAKWE BERNM MUHD.

ECA:ERM… PE KT KITA MAIN P’MAINAN GALAH PANJANG NAK? LGPUN… JUMLAH KITA SUME CUKUP.

LUQ: WOIT KELDAI, GALAH PJG 2 MENATANG PE?

MAKA DGN B’SUNGGUH2 ECA TERANGKAN P’MAINAN 2 MCM NE(SEDANGKAN LUQMAN TAU P’MAINAN 2 MCM NE). DIA SJ JE NAK KENAKAN ECA DGN B’PURA2 TIDO BILA ECA TERANGKAN KAT DIA.

ECA: LUQMAN!!!!(SAMBIL MENGANGKAT BATU NAK HENTAK KE KPALA LUQMAN)

LUQMAN: RIUS, KO NAK TGK 1 V.CLIP X KAT BLACKBERRY STORM AKU NI?

MELIHAT LUQMAN YG DA KUARKAN HP DIA YG B’HRGA RM 3000 JE BG LUQMAN 2, TERUS ECA…

ECA: LUQMAN, KO NAK TIDO KAN? TIDO…TIDOLA DGN LENANYER. NAK AKU KIPASKAN?

LUQMAN SAMBUNG TIDO SEMULA B’SM SNYUMAN PENUH KE-EVIL-AN. ECA LAK T’PKSA MENYABARKAN DIRI DLM ATI DIA SMBL T’SENGIH2 MEMANDANG PAKWE DIA, DARIUS…

RIUS: ?????

SBNRNYER, ECA P’NAH WAT RKMN VIDEO MENARI DGN PKAI SKIRT DI MN LUQMAN NTAH MCM NE, DPT RKMN 2 SKALIGUS TERUS DIA BLACKMAIL DAN PSIKO C-ECA 2 SEBB DIA SNDRI PUN T’TEKAN KNA PSIKO ARI2 DGN MIDI.

MIRA: WEI KORANG SUME, JOM LA KITA MAIN GALAH PJG?

ECA&IS: JOM!!!

MIDI&LUQ: ERM… PE2 JER LA…

FIR: AKU NO HAL.

MUHD&RIUS: (bygkanlah betapa sweetnya mereka b’2 t’snym ~mamai~)

SO, P’MAINAN NI T’BHGI KPD 2 KUMP… KUMP PENYERANG DGN P’JG. KUMP PENYERANG IALAH ECA, MUHD, ISMADI DGN FIRDI. JD KUMP P’JG MIRA, DARIUS, LUQMAN DAN MIDI.

ECA: HAH… XDPT 1 GROUP DGN ABG…(ECA BUAT MKA SEDH)


DARIUS T’SNYM MNS DAN CKP KAT ECA…


RIUS:XPE… KALO NSB ABG BAIK BAIK, DPT ABG PLUK SYG….

TRS MKA ECA B’TUKA JD WRNA MERAH… ALA MALU2 LAK…

MIRA: NAK T’MUNTAH AKU TGK DRAMA CNTA YG DINTANGI OLEH SOTG KLADI DGN RKSASA BONTOT BESR…

MUHD: BABY…. XBAIK CKP MCM 2 TAU. MEREKA B’2 KAN PAKWE MAKWE. BIASALA USIK2 MCM 2.MCM BABY DGN ABGLA.:-)

MIRA: YE… BABY XCKP MCM 2 LG…(knala ikut ckp pkwe kesygn)

ECA TERUS PNDG SLACK KAT MIRA. ALA MINAH 2, CKP ORG LEBH, DIA DGN MUHD LG DASYAT DR ECA&DARIUS…


IS: WOI, CPTLA!!! AMBIL POSISI MSG2!!!

DE 3 GARISAN, PENYERANG KNA SMPAI KE GARISAN LAST TNPA DISENTUH OLEH P’JG UTK MENG. MIRA DGN DARIUS, JG GARISAN DPN, MIDI KE-2 DAN LUQMAN YG LAST. P’MAINAN DIMULAKAN DGN ECA DULU…

ECA: ABG…(DGN NADA MNJA).

RIUS:YE SYG….

ECA: SYG CNTAKAN ABG SGT2. CUBA ABG TGK AWN B’BNTUK ATI 2…(SMBIL TUNJK KE LANGIT)
DARIUS PUN PDG KE LGT SMBL T’SNYM…

ECA: 2 ATI SYG, ABG AMIKLA! OK!!! BYE!!!(TRS ECA MELEPASI GRSN P’TM DGN SNGNYER…)

MIRA: WEI, SOTONG!!!! SLAMBER JE KAN KO BG AWEX KO MELNTS!!! MEMG SOTG BTLLA KAU NI!

RIUS: HAH? SY…SY…

MIRA: PE SY2?!!! SUDHLA!!!

DARIUS BUAT MKA SDH DAN PNDG ECA. ECA T’SNYM DAN BG FLYING KISS DKT DARIUS SMBL KENYITKAN MT… SETERUSNYER GILIRN MUHD YG…YG GILER KACAK MCM JI HU DLM BOF. MIRA PDG MUHD, T’SNYM DAN KELIP2KAN MT…JUGA WAT MKA COMEL. MUHD TRS PELUK MIRA!

ECA:MUHD!!!!?

MUHD: MAAF ECA, TP SY XTHN LA RS NAK PLUK MIRA YG COMEL NI…. ERR… NI B’MKSD SY DA T’KUAR DR P’MAINAN KAN?

LUQMAN KAT BLKG DA KEPNSN. MIDI TRS PNDG BLKG.

LUQ: KO PEHAL PNDG2 AKU PSIKO?!!!

MELIHT KEADAAN YG MCM 2, TRS ECA MELEPASI GARISAN YG DI JG OLEH MIDI. ISMADI DPT LEPASI GRSN P’TM DGN SUSH PYH. MIDI PNDG ISMADI KAT DPN DIA.

MIDI: DUIT MINYAK MOTOR KO BULN NI AKU LEH TANGGUNG 100%.

TERUS ISMADI B’DIRI ATS GRSN YG MIDI JG DAN MIDI TEPUK BAHU ISMADI DAN ISMADI T’KUAR
.

ECA: ISMADI BIN JUBIR!!!!

IS: SORI R P’PUAN, KALO MIDI TANGGUNG DUIT MINYAK MOTOR AKU, KO PK R BRAPE BNYK AKU LEH JIMAT. LEH AKU BLI STOK MEGI AKU BNYK CKIT…

ECA: HUH!!! NMPKNYER AKU SORG JE YG LEH DIHRP DLM GROUP NI!!!

MIDI: SBNRNYER, AKU SJ JE BG KO LPS TD.

ECA: PEHAL LAK?

MIDI: BODO PNYER IKAN BONTOT BESAR… DA LA SELALU TIDO B'DENGKUR,PASTU GAYA TIDO MACAM LEMBU X CUKP SIFT….

ECA: MIDI!!!!

ECA DA SEDIA NAK SERANG MIDI, FIRDI YG BARU MELEPASI GRSN P’TM DGN COOLNYER, BILE T’NMPK ECA NAK PLANGKUNG MIDI, TERUS DIA TOLAK MIDI KE TEPI DAN NI B’MKSD DIA T’KUAR GAK

ECA: FIRDI….

FIR: BODO!!! KALO KO T’SNTH MIDI TD KO T’KUAR TAU X?

ECA:MAAF…

FIR: DA R. XPYH WAT MKA BANGANG 2… PASTIKAN KO MENANG FHM?!

LUQ: DSR KELDAI BODO…

ECA:PE KO CKP LUQMAN?! SIAP KO LPS P’MAINAN NI TMT!!!

LUQ: RIUS, KO NAK TGK 1 GMBR X?

RIUS: GMBR???

LUQ: JAP AKU BLUETOOTH.

DGN MKA YG SEDE…SMBL MENUNDUKKAN MUKA KE TNH, ECA DGN TAK SKA TAK RELANYER, B’DRI ATS GRSN TMPT LUQMAN JG. LUQMAN TRS TRIK RMBT ECA DAN NI JGA B’MKSD ECA T’KUAR DAN TEAM P’JG MENANG!!! HOREY!!!?T.T

RIUS:AKU DA DPT GMBR YG KO BLUETOOTH…

ECA: HAH?!!!(TRS B’LRI DPTKAN DARIUS). ABG!!! SYG LEH TERANGKAN!!!!

RIUS: GMBR NI…(DARIUS PNDG ECA)

ECA: ABG!!! 2… 2…. ERR… SA…SYG…(M’GLABAH)

RIUS: SYG… COMELKAN GMBR TEDDY BEAR NI PAKAI SKIRT?

ECA: ………..LUQMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MSG2 YG TAU PASAL ECA KNA BLACKMAIL HNYA B’CKP DLM ATI ‘BODO BTL!’. LUQMAN LAK DA SNYM PNUH KE-EVIL-AN DAN KESYAITANAN…

LUQ: HUH! PUAS ATI AKU DPT PSIKO KELDAI BODO 2… HEHEHEHE…>;-)

~TAMAT DA~